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Guess Who's Back

2010-12-26T00:49:00.000-08:00

ronnie is finally out! it's amazing.

i've been following FIR's and nasty's twitter to get updates about ronnie's new band but all that was on hold due to the fact that he was in jail.and trust me i've been following for a while.
so it was kind of a long wait. 2 and a half years and stuff. so again. the whole lot of us havent seen how ronnie looks in a while and we only had an unclear pic of him in jail and shit.
so i was dead surprised to see how he looked like in the new FIR pictures! i mean yeah it's just pictures and shit but half of the pictures i've seen him in is him looking a wasted and unfocused and shit like that. and the videos of him that i've seen are just the same.
and seeing the stickam videos the guys uploaded i was even more surprised to see him move and talk. i usually just hear him over the phone that nasty's holding. anyways in the latest video he looks healthier and he even sounds healthier and so much better.
i really hope FIR goes far now that ronnie's back in the picture. i mean the dude is talented as hell. his voice and his lyrics are beyond amazing. i can't wait to hear what the whole lot of them come up with once they start recording.
<3

A BIG "FUCK YOU" to you.

2010-12-13T06:28:00.000-08:00

hello.

so right now im here thinking.. people make fun of each other right? be it friends or family yeah?
all of it do right? we make fun of people just for the heck of it and being outright malicious just for the hell of it right? here's the thing im not saying im perfect. i DO make fun of people but BEHIND their backs. okay that sounds bad. but at least i know im not hurting their feelings by making fun of them and outright insulting their flaws right in their face. i mean seriously. i know we're not suppose to talk about people and shit like that but again we can't help it. it's a human thing. we talk about people.

i mean honestly i would never ever insult someone in their face by pointing out that their fat, their ugly and what not. i know that at least my conscience will fucking nag at me for saying something mean and hurtful to someone's face. i would never insult someone to their face. be it they did something shitty to me. i will however talk back to someone to fight for my rights and my arguments but i will not insult them because thats pretty much low to me. its like imagine this. you have nothing smart to say back and the only thing you can do is poke fun and insult them. abit stupid really. it shows how intelligent you are. please sense my sarcasm here.

anyways back to the topic at hand.you think its funny to and amusing to make fun of them? by pointing out their flaws? well guess what. it hurts their feelings. oh fuck yes im talking about experience.

now here's my experience ladies and gents.FAT FAT FAT. that's what i've been called. once at work the metal floor at work was loose and this guy said i caused it because i was fat. oh yes i had to fucking laugh it off when all i wanted to do was go off and cry somewhere. it is my fault im fat because i love to eat. food was created for a reason. to be fucking enjoyed. every fucking holiday i went back to visit my relatives and the only thing they point out is my weight. yes you see me laughing shit off at the jokes you make about my weight but it hurts like hell when its being said directly in your face in an insulting manner. i have feelings too. im not a fucking robot without any emotions. i do feel. im still human. weight has always been a constant issue to me. i did try things to lose weight. some i regret as it was unhealthy moves. im not gonna be listing what i did because half the weight that i lost was through a method that is beyond unhealthy. until i took up kickboxing. that was what got me losing a bit of weight. and im happy with it. im still on my way to achieving the weight that i want and i gotta thank my parents for encouraging me and paying for my classes.

i've heard many stories about friends telling me that this person said this about them and it was like "what the fuck. what did i do until they said that to my face. i mean my self esteem is low as it is and now.." making fun of people to their face is the lowest thing to me. i mean again. make fun of them but at least do it behind their backs for god's sake. i mean at least you wouldnt be hurting peoples feeling about it. poking fun about their flaws infront of their face and worse infront of other people who would be laughing along making the victim feel even shittier. well yeah they pretend to laugh along and go like fuck yeah it's fine. but deep down. it hurts. they may not be affected entirely but deep down inside. it hurts. even just a little. the pain is still there. i mean to me its pretty much you take a look at yourself first before making fun about other people. are you perfect enough? you got the perfect peen?the perfect boobs? the perfect bod? the perfect everything. nobody is perfect yes thats true. but again dont insult or make fun about people right in their face. i mean at least just have a fucking conscience and think about their feelings. its bad enough some people feel shit about themselves and the insults just makes it even worse.

thats all i've got to say on this matter.
thank you and good night.

x

mind.

2010-12-11T05:23:00.000-08:00

it's seriously mind boggling on how the mind actually works. i dont know how to explain this but it's like the things that runs through our head. what are we thinking about, what we're imagining in our hear. that sort of thing.

sometimes i just friggen wish i was a mind reader you know. like i just want to know what everyone else is thinking about and stuff like that. no i dont want to be a nosy bitch that gets up in everyone else's business and know the shit and drama that goes on in their lives. i mean in a sense where i want to see how their mind works. the things that the human mind creates is amazing. like for example. the artistic people right. what goes through their head when they're creating something?
what were they thinking before they even picked up that brush or that pen or musical instrument and let art flow through it? and what goes on through a doctor's head when he's trying to save someones life? or a lawyer who's fighting a case in court? what goes on in these people's head? what are they thinking about?

you know who's mind i'd want to get into? tim burton. like seriously. i want to know what this guy thinks man. he's a friggen genius. the work he's created. i've been a fan of his since i was a child. obviously as a kid you watch loads of movies yeah? well for me i think i did but edward scissorshand, beetlejuice and the nightmare before christmas were the only ones that i remember from my childhood up till today.oh and also that movie with the giant plant that sort of looks like a venus flytrap in a shop.i forgot what that movie was called tho.again to me personally tim burton is a genius. again.my blog. i hate it i hate it i love it i love it. so yeah. anyways. like im not trying to be like all "oh look at me. i just friggen love the werid shit that people's mind crap out" no. this is my real interest. i like weird things that talented people create because it literally just makes my mind work. it makes me think. i swear i'd prolly not think if the things that i like today didn't exist.

so yeah. im pretty much interested in knowing how peoples mind think. again in many aspects i do want to know how a simple drawing that seems simple have a deep meaning to it and how music was created. like where do they get the ideas to know that THIS is right. the THIS im talking about is sort of like.uh.lets say for example. you got the lyrics down but how do you know that the sounds created by the instrument is right for the lyrics? im not a musician so i wouldnt know the terms and all that. so yeah.

i think that's all the rambling i got for today.
prolly gonna upload some pictures up if i feel like it.

toodles.
x

ramble ramble

2010-12-10T08:20:00.000-08:00

well yes the topic for today my dear little children is about..fuck.even i dont know. im just gonna ramble on and on about whatever that pops into my head.

now lets see. what about hypocrites.ahh yes this is prolly something that we are all familiar with no? well yes im not going to paint this shining bright light around me by saying im not a hypocrite. i say its utter bullshit when people say their not hypocrites. yes ladies and gents every single one of us are hypocrites even in the tiniest bit. you may not want to admit it but hell who likes to admit their flaws?and you may not see it but its definetly there. that small part of you is a hypocrite. im not aiming this at anyone in particular or whatever event that just happened to me. im just saying this out of the fact that my head wanders off to past shit that happened and whenever to topic of hypocrisy comes about. and this is also due to the fact that im having a personal war with time and i dont want to drag my ass back to bed so that i wont be tired at work tomorrow.

prolly regret it but what the hell. you only live once. so that's all i've got to say on the subject of hypocrisy. im not gonna give one long ass explanation about it cause some people might tend to think im talking about them.im not. don't flatter yourself. i do bitch about people but that's just for the heck of it. talking about people is like a drug.you can't help but bitch and bitch and bitch about that person and what that person has done. to me.personally. talking about people is a way to relieve the stress thats building up in your head because that person is being a complete wanker. i know its bad to bitch about people but i honestly feel a whole lot better just getting the negativity out from my chest. yes there are good friends of mine who listens to me and for that i loooove you.haha. so yeah it's sort of like someone having a rubber band over your brain and your chest and once you talk about that person who is the cause of the rubber band you just feel the rubber band getting loose and you're able to feel calm and not so stressed out again. thats the best feeling ever. so yes. if you haven't noticed see how i just jumped from the short topic of hypocrisy to bitching?haha im sorry i just had to.haha

oh and now im gonna jump on to another topic. well lets see. oh yeah 2011 is coming up. there's like a few weeks left? sigh.say goodbye to 2010 kiddies. it's kinda shit for me tho.cause 2010 has been a good year. and it just flew by so fast. im gonna miss you 2010. and now to the main topic of the ever changing years. new years resolution? i swear i have never met anyone who has ever followed their new years resolutions. haha i mean i try to follow mine but i gave up after the 1st week of the new year. its such a hassle to remember my resolutions. like i say im not gonna do this anymore for the new year and then im doing that said thing and im like oh fuck im not suppose to be doing that. ahh well.haha sucks for me but hey. this year im really gonna TRY and stick to it. maybe just maybe. i gotta have faith in me though. oh i just thought of one. im gonna start writing alot in this blog and record all the important and memorable shit that happens to me. again TRY okay. i can't say i'll do it cause im pretty sure i wont do it.

so wait i think im done rambling.im going to TRY and get myself to write more in this blog.and im gonna go to bed right now.
night foolios.

x

im thinking.

2010-11-02T08:29:00.000-07:00

hello hello.
yes.i need to get some thoughts out from my brain. sometimes i just wish i was in friggen harry potter. yes besides the fact that harry potter is cool and hogwarts is like the most kick ass place ever.its because i just want dumbledore's penseive. yes. the one where he sticks his wand at his temple and pulls memories and what not and puts it in the penseive to clear his mind.

issues and issues and things just keep popping into my mind. i cant help it. i cant control it.
its just there.
right now i am in a turmoil. im not going to be pouring out my heart into this blog because i dont want people to know me better and i dont want people to take a guess on what kind of person am i. i may be emotional and all but thats normal. people are different likewise when they are just normal. the guessing game is one dangerous game to play. you may just guess something wrong and that will pretty much ruin every kind of perception you have on that person.
so enough about that.

right now. what i want to write about in here is just what im thinking about the human life and things like that.
i mean something just happened and im pretty much not happy about it. i've been trying my best to avoid it. i did everything i can to ignore it but yeah i pretty much just failed at that. am i confusing you? good. lets just keep it this way.
i just want to know why humans can't just detach themselves from their emotions even for a while.
i mean right now i pretty much want to rip my emotions to bits.im tired of it. im tired of feeling right now. yeah emotion is they key to life. its how people view us. its how we express ourselves. but doesnt it get tiring at times?
i mean i know life cant be perfect all the time. but when there's the bad moment it happens and you get over it and life goes on. but again. what im saying right now might be confusing and it my words might go around in circles but again.that's that.im not gonna release everything in here. but right now im tired of having this form of emotion that i've had over the past a billion years.
im tired of it. i just want to friggen get over it. i mean come on. im not gaining anything out of it so yes.im annoyed at the human emotion right now.

so that is all im going to say right now because im tired of thinking.once my mind is cleared.then i'll write out a proper post.

x

Parabert.

2010-10-22T22:28:00.000-07:00

uh hello long abandoned bloggie.
okay imma do a quick update on whats been going on.
well last 2 weeks adam lambert and paramore happened. sara made it all happen so a big thank you to sara!
met adam lambert on the 14th of October.
he's tall, he's sexy and he's super nice! i swear his concert has got to be the best concert i've even been to in my life. comparing his concert to all the ones i've been to this is pure epicness.
the lights, the dancers, the band and his voice is just eyegasmic and eargasmic.
so yes.go figure how amazing it was. it would've been awesome-er if only i was high.yes.the whole thing would just be killer if i was high.haahha lawlz.

and on the 19th..i think it was the 19th.im forgetting dates these days.
uhh paramore came down. yeah im a fan of them. i was crazy over them but i grew out of that obsession so it was cool that one of my old dreams came true. meeting them and getting to see them perform live. so im scratching that out from my old wish list.haha so on the concert day we chilled at sara's place first and we went to the stadium early. got the corporate box seating so we were waiting to meet them. met them at the locker room i think. and said hi to all of them.i swear hayley is just too cute. when i was in front of her she gave me the biggest smile and said apa kha. she was trying to figure out how to pronounce khabar and it was just too adorable.so i helped her out and she said terima kasih after i got my stuff signed. and sara's friend was talking to hayley and i knew sam was waiting in the crowd and she's just obsessed with them. so i grew a pair of balls and got hayley to write "to sam" on the riot cd so i could give it to sam. after that got a group picture and i got a hug from hayley, taylor, josh and jeremy. couldnt find zac.haha and the concert was amazing! met sam after the concert. sam had the picks but these fuckheads attacked her and stole the picks from her.so i gave her the cd and that pretty much made up for everything shitty that happened. she got excited that hayley wrote her name on the cd.hahaaha so overall it was all good. im waiting for the paramore pic so there wont be any pic of me and them for now.

updates later.i wanna go take a shower and maybe go see sam in a bit.

toodles worldd.
x

Eh

2010-09-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

wow seriously.
i've abandoned this blog for like..ages.haha sorry bloggie.
well alot has happened but yes im too lazy to blog everything out.
fasting month went okay.
a lot of shit has happened over the past one month. good days, awesome days, sad days, shit days, overly stressed turned depressed days.
fuck yeah i've never known a more stressful time than august.
come on man august is spose to be my special month coz i came out in august but no. the majority of stressful days overruled the rest of the days.sooo BOO on you stressful days.
yes assignments were overwhelming, people were overall pissing me off, workload is increasing.
okay im gonna go now and i'll get back to this subject later.
i forgot something.
byeee.

It's Only Natural

2010-08-16T10:31:00.000-07:00

god damn i swear my brain feels like its about to explode at any minute now.
i feel stressed out and the pressure is def on. i mean it's almost 2 months into this semester already and i feel like im suffocating.
joined the nst journalism on campus thing and the workshops are on the weekends so i havent had a weekend for like almost a month now? my weekends are now tuesday and wednesday but i have a feeling it wont be in a while. so i've got college and nst to balance.
trust me im not doing a good job at it. i just realized i've got my monologue test this wednesday and i havent even started on the script and idk how we're suppose to go about for the test. my mandarin is still sucking really badly.like seriously. i don't even know one word from the book except ni hao ma and bushe.thats it.okay fine i only know 2 words then. and then there's the assigment for the theater show i went to 2 weeks ago and also the script concept thingy.and i dont know anything about what i've been learning over the past 2 months.i dont know what the hell is happening to me and i seriously need to start working hard to learn everything again.
esp mandarin.i dont want to fail that one.i'll friggen cry if i do man.just a pass would make me happy.ugh.
okay time to go start on my monologue thingy now.
byee
x

Vampire Sucks

2010-08-07T09:44:00.000-07:00

i cannot wait to watch this! haha lol i just cant stop watching the trailer ever since sam sent it to me!
she prolly saw the trailer in new york or something.i dunno.haaha but it was effing highlarious i couldnt stop watching it!hahaa i caaan't waaiitt!!
haha both the trailers are highlarious as hell maaan.i love it when "jacob" sprays water all over his body aand this "edward" is cute tooo.bwhaahah cuci mataa!

Temper Temper

2010-08-05T21:49:00.000-07:00

was close to losing it yesterday.
lawlz.
idk what happened.i was close to snapping anyways.
i started raising my voice and my tone was getting all pissy.
my brain felt too full of it just seeing how the situation was unfolding.
i was also feeling the tension-ness that was building up because of the situation so yeah. i got all pissed off.
haha FAIL.so much for playing it cool and controlling my temper.epic fail.
i do need to control my temper tho.
i cant go around losing it.
people would start to think in stark raving mad.
that is all.
updates tonight. i shall drown this blog in a picture fest if i feel like it.
bwahahah
kthxbai
x

Updates

2010-08-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

okay since i havent been updating this blog im just gonna randomly blog about some of the things i've been doing for the past few weeks or so.it wont be in order so shyeaaah.
okaay i think about 2 weeks ago(?) i accompanied elsa to go pick up her world stage tickets.i did the whole sms thing but yeah i didnt get it.so i wasted rm50 for nothingg.a bit pissed la because i dont sms or call people alot.so what the hell was i suppose to do with rm50 worth of credit?and to do those transfer credit thingy and get some cash out of it also cannot coz most of my buddies are hotlink and digi. so yeah.anywaays we got a bit lost trying to find the place la.it was near the curve and elsa didnt know how to get there so i was like her gps system for that whole time.hahaha lol obviously gossiped in the car like mad and then we finally found the place.got her tickets and we went to OU for some much needed chill out time.since she was fasting we didnt go snacking or whatever so we just window shopped and walked around for abit.and elsa wanted to watch toy story 3 so badly so we bought tickets for like the 5 o clock show.we had about 2 hours to kill and then i wanted to go to mph for awhile. she read her magazine and i went looking around for some good books and we went to the 2nd floor of mph and yeah.we basically sat near the kids fantasy section.we had a good view of some park and we just sat there talking and gossipping.yeah we sat there for about an hour and it was something new for us.we're usually at some restaurant talking.now we're at a bookshop.haha and then it was movie time! i got some mashed potatoes coz i was really hungry.sorryyy.hahaha as usual the movie was good! i watched it a few weeks back already and i didnt mind watching it again coz the movie was that good!
so after the movie we went to sushi king for elsa to buka puasa.the food was good but damn sad la they didnt have salmon skin.i swear thats like one of my favourite dish now.its so yummy and ahh dangit now im hungry. after dinner elsa dropped me back and that was that for our outing!hahaha
pictures belowww!

There's A First For Everything.

2010-08-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

so just got back from my class.
i swear i wanted to cry just now.i usually finish the damn run whenever they ask us to do it.yeah i'll be a bit slow but i never sit out when im halfway running. i actually stopped running coz i couldnt breathe properly. i was like okay it might go away after awhile but then when we started training i couldnt even put enough energy into it. i went to the loo and barfed.
i was like fucck wei.
i had to sit out for like 15 mins or so.
i wanted to cry.
i felt damn weak and pathetic. i havent been going for like 3 weeks but this was just plain week.i did take a few weeks off earlier but i was fine when i started back but i dont know what happened this time.
i was close to effing crying when my partner came to ask me if i was okay.i just nodded. coz my eyes were getting watery.
effing weak.i hate crying infront of people.
but i was able to get back into it and i was only fine because we did some light training after that
this will never happen again.
i wont allow it!
i dont like it when im like this.ugh.
x

No Hablo Ingles

2010-07-09T20:03:00.000-07:00

uh hello.
okay so yeah sorry for the lack of updates. i havent been using the internet in ages. well yeah i do come online but it'll be for only like 1o mins or so and then its bed time.
okay so im still getting used to being a degree student and being away from my old classmates. sigh.i miss my diploma class like mad okay. i havent had the chance to get to know my classmates really well because most of our classes are mixed with the other courses.yeah like the animation, writing and all that. so there'll be like a bunch of people and i dont know who my classmates are.i only know like 2 of them now i guess.i mean i know their names and all that.hahah
so anywaays. classes have been okay i guess.we're dropping some subjects cause apparently we've taken the same subject in our diploma.so yeaah.that part is still not settled yet because we ourselves arent sure weather we've taken it or not.you know it might be the same name but different content.hm.who knows right but def for sure we're gonna settle the whole thing and then we'll have one less thing to worry about. oh and we got En Zan teaching us for one class! hahaa he's a fun teacher okay! but we're having his classes at night so at least i wont be sleepy.morning classes makes me sleepy and hence the reason why i cant concentrate sometimes.
and im also trying to get the hang of waking up early in the morning for classes.well most of my classes starts at 10.30am but because of armand's classes which are at 8.30am we have to wake up to send him to class. so yeaaah.i mean i have been getting enough sleep i guess but not as much as when i was on holiday.i'd be hibernating for 12 hours but now its just like 4-6 hours.its a shock to the body i tell you. and when i wake up its still dark outside.its not right i tell you! the sun should be up first then us.hahahaha well i love sleep okay. so yeah i've been living on wonka sweets in class to stay awake.it'll all be finished by the end of the day tho because i'd be sharing it with wek and mel.haha so that means i need to stock up on my supplies.if not.zzzzz.

okay so i really have no idea what to write now.prolly update later when i have an idea on what to blog about.hahaha okay so now im gonna finish typing some stuff out so that'll be one work less to finish.
toodles!
x

A1

2010-07-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

remember like how years ago back in the 90's the boyband era was in full swing? yeah so my all time favourite band was A1.like seriously.i freaking love them.haha their songs and also their boy-ish good looks.and i had the most biggest crush ever on Ben Adams.

yes his hair and his cute lil boyish face.and when he sings and his voice and when he gives that cute smile of his.yes.back then the swoon factor went over the roof okay. so yeah as years passed on A1 broke up and that was that. the boyband era slowly started to fade away and i started listening to other kinds of genres in music. i sort of forgot about the boyband era as i started to grow up and all that...but last sunday i was cleaning my room and i didnt want my room to be filled with guitar riffs and heavy drumming so i was like what the hell am i going to listen to now? then i saw it.my A1 cd.

haha yes Here We Come!haha i was playing that cd on repeat and singing along while mopping the floor.haha and i was like kinda shocked cause i actually remembered the lyrics! like the whole songs okay!i was singing along to ready or not like a bazillion times. haha god damnit i miss those days when mtv would play all their videos and have those like special segments about them and i'd just sit in front of the tv and plaster my face to the screen whenever they come on.haha so anyways i got curious about what they were doing now.each are having their own solo projects and all that.and then i got curious about ben.like how did he look like now after all these years when the last picture i saw of him was like god knows how many years ago.so i googled him. and ohmygod.he got even hotter okay.i was like ooooh daayumm! age has been good to you ben!haha he was still good looking as ever but gone was that innocent looking squeaky clean boy and in those pictures i saww.A MAN.hahah

look at the sexiness that is ben!

bwahahah! i seriously didnt expect him to be this sexy! i wanna put a picture of him like the one on the attitude magazine cover but i think my mum and dad wont be too happy if they see a full size HQ picture of him naked and his member being covered.hahahaa!so okay im done going gaga over his hotness!
hahahaha
toodles!
x

Ready Or Not

2010-07-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

okay so today was the first day of the semester. since i got into the degree program as usual everything was sort of starting from scratch again. woke up bright and early and woke mel and armand up aswell. it felt weird waking up early and going to college again.ngeh.prolly get used to it in a few weeks.haha so yeah arrived in puncak and saw liyana bj.we chilled with bj until like 10.30 cause she had class then. sarah joined us later.we went to the office to send in our files and then after that it was like what are we suppose to do now?oh and the office people gave us a file each where our subjects and all the other things were in there and guess whaat.i have to take up a 3rd language! i have a choice of italian, mandarin or japanese. i wanted to take italian first cause yeah it sounded awesome and it might be easier to learn i guess but my parents wanted me to take mandarin. my mum kept telling me to take mandarin cause my dad speaks mandarin so he could teach us aswell so it'll be easier.and everyone else is saying i should take mandarin.so im guessing i'll be taking mandarin then.
after settling the college stuff we went off for lunch at mcd and then we chilled there for god knows how long until mel called tajol. wek wasnt picking up his phone and yeah the boys are housemates and stuff.tajol, fizul,alif and fareez were at kandang so we drove to kandang but we dropped sarah back home first. chilled with them for a while and ohmygod la those boys i tell you! they couldnt stop like poking us about the fact that we got into the degree program.haha everything we say they'll turn it and say "yeah.its a degree thing.we're just diploma."
that was basically how my first day went.just like that.and when i got back home my dad was speaking mandarin to me.class havent started yet and he's doing it already.pergh. my mum even said once class starts we're gonna have to start speaking mandarin to our dad.haha next thing you know im gonna rojak all 3 languages once i understand mandarin.
hahahah
so yeah right now im sleepy as hell.im gonna go get my stuff ready for tomorrow and read some Harry Potter and then its bed time.so good night y'all!
im gonna try and remember to take pictures in college to fill up the blog! i keep forgetting.hahaha
night!
x

BFS

2010-07-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

leave me be.im gonna rave about my love for Bowling For Soup.

yeah i know they came out waay before Girl All The Bad Guys Want but i was a fan after i heard that song and saw the video. remember the time when cassettes were still in exsistance? yeah if im not mistaken it was either me or my brother who bought the Bowling For Soup's drunk enough to dance cassette.hahaha and i couldnt stop listening to the friggen thing non stop! this band was different from all of the other bands i've ever listened to.i bought their cd's aswell.haha this band makes me beyond HAPPY.their music is totally amazing and when i say different believe me IT IS different.the lyrics are like whoaa! i've never heard any band like that so that def makes them special in my book :)

and their videos.ohmygod la. so amusing okay! i mean seriously dudes. my all time favourite would be girl all the bad guys want and also 1985. fucking funny as hell! yeah sure there are alot of funny videos that are parodies and stuff but somehow BFS makes it special.thats why i love them for it. i wish they would come down here tho.i will be lining up hours before the concert starts and i will be speechless as hell if i ever have the chance to meet them one daay! BFS for liiife <3 style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">

Germany

2010-07-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

yes germany won the match against argentina.
i remember a few weeks ago when the world cup started i was rooting for like argentina, germany, france and england.
but then when it came down to choosing just one team i rooted for germany.
4 years ago i was rooting for them.and 4 years later i still am rooting for them.
my loyalties in the world cup lies with germany.always have!
next world cup i will still be rooting for them. when im old an in my wheelchair i'll still do the same!
*even if i cant keep my eyes open to watch them.i bet you when im old i'll start dozing off easily haha*
no matter what they will always have my support in this!
go germany!make all of us who are rooting for you proud!

Scrumdiddlyumptious

2010-07-03T03:24:00.000-07:00

i had a super kick ass day today.i sweaar.haha okay so today was the fourian fare.yes my old school. i havent stepped foot in that school ever since i left it. i was always meaning to go visit one day so finally that day came when mel said the school was having a carnival thingy.why the heck not.so we planned to go with mona..i thought we would go at 10 or something since the fare started at 8am..but mel said we'll go at 12.well duh she was sleeping and i woke her up.haha..so got ready around 11 something and we left.ohmygod we had to circle the school twice to get parking okay.finally found one at the housing area opposite the school. we went through the field since they build a walkway there.didnt have it during my time.ish. i remembered last time i had to cut through the muddy field to get back home.my shoes were constantly muddy.so anyways while we passed the canteen me and mel were like reminicing our time when we were in school.
we passed that bench thingy near the guard house and i flashbacked to the time where i was sitting there early in the morning with my friends just talking to them about god knows what until we started meeting up in the canteen instead.they had the flying fox thing.my jaw just like dropped.A FLY FOX IN SCHOOL.HOW THE HELL DID THEY MANAGE THAT?! yeah the girls toilet 3rd floor.people were like coming down from there but not using the stairs okay.flying fox style.and then i saw the tapak perhimpunan.got damn jealous okay.why didnt WE have it back in OUR time in school.yeah like a kick ass big fair carnival thingy.siigh.what to do.
so anyywaays.met mona somewhere amongst the tents.2 of mel and mona's friends were there but i didnt catch their name.hehe. so yeaah it got damn hot after that. i was sweating like mad.walked around looking at the stalls and i had no idea what to buy.mel gave me her rm20 coupon to buy whatever i want.i didnt know what! i wasnt even hungry but i had to use it right.so i bought 3 cupcakes.and some soft drinks.and i had rm16 left.bought mona some drinks aswell tho and since i didnt know what to do with the coupons i bought candy. and gave some to mona. and then we walked around some more and again i had like rm7 worth of coupons. mona left around 1 something to go someplace so me and mel went wandering around the place some more and we bought more drinks that cost us like rm2 but we gave the girl all our coupons.yeah we had no idea what to use them for! i wanted to go upstairs to see the classrooms and the toilet and stuff to see if anything changed..mel walked into the bilik guru and talked to her old teacher and guess what we just found out.they changed the class name.yeah.there's no more cempaka, anggerik, melur, rafflesia and all that.so far the only ones i caught were mozart and aristotle.and yeaah i was quite sad la cause..like the names of the class were apart of the school when it started and then it just changed.the cempaka class is no longer in exsistance. RIP old cempaka class.you will be missed.*tears* oh and i noticed they extented the bilik guru.i felt that something was different when i was outside the door and im like ehhhh they extended it! so there's MORE teachers now.haha
okay so anywaaays we walked around and mel was snapping pictures of me and the crowd below.haha we passed by our old classrooms and they now have projectors.umm.yeah.spotted it in the old rafflesia class.never had projectors back in OUR days.haha im getting all jealous of the usj 4 students now. the school is so pretty now okay! yeah some things maintain but there was this really pretty painting on the wall outside the art class and outside of the school office.ohmygod la.got trophy case and that whole area looked damn fancy. but yeah we went up the stairs to the girls toilet. lets just say that part maintained but it was uhh...more decorated? couldnt go in tho cause of the flying fox thingy was outside the girls toilet so yeah.got told to leave.next time i'll come visit you dear toilet.haha walked around some more and then when we were done we left cause i wanted to go to empire..pictures of the fare beloww!

okay so after the fare we went to empire shopping gallery.its been open for a while but i never went there before.so finally i got to see the place.it was okay i guess.found this really cool ass shop where the tshirts are beyond funny/cool.haha walked around some more and i wanted some wonka candy so went into the grocerry place thingy and got them.pretty much went mad when i saw them. choices choices.decision decision.haha finally got what i wanted paid and left.mel then wanted to treat me to some sushi as an early birthday present to we went to parade for sushi.ohmygod.so yummy okaay. prawns, crabsticks, baby octopus.uggh.moreee.hahah after sushi we walked around for a bit and then we went hooomee.

overall today was a very very very very super duper awesome day. fourian fare, sushi and wonka candy.what more could i ask for?

yes im a very very happy girl :)

Westbound & Down

2010-07-02T02:09:00.000-07:00

alrighty so today was the registeration for the degree thingy right. and guess what.my eyes decided to be super mean to me.they didnt want to get tired.buggers. yeah so guess what.i slept only around 6.30++ and woke up around 7am.and obviously i had like the whole i'll get up in 5 mins thing.wek apparently woke mel up because he didnt sleep. so while mel was busy talking to wek i took my shower and got ready. i was already ready by 8am and then mel told me we're gonna pick sarah up at the ktm at around 8.40-9am like that. damn sad okay.i could've gotten an extra 30 mins of sleep if she told me earlier.sobbb.haha so we checked all the documents while waiting for sarah's call and we left when she finally called.picked her up at the ktm station near parade there and we went to puncak to meet up with wek and get the documents that were apparently needed for the registeration course.we checked earlier and the office told us we didnt need it but apprently its compulsary to have the document.siigh.arrived at puncak and we drove around trying to spot wek's car and we waited for him.he joined us and we went to the office to get the other things done for the registeration.so we filled in the forms and all and waited for our documents. saw some lecturers hanging around the office and then ayah agi came and we went up to ayah agi's office. he signed some of the things that needed signing and he was explaing to us about the whole jump to degree program.basically the benefits of it all. we left after like 20 mins to get our letter from the office.got the letter and we headed to kandang because wek didnt print out any of the documents that was needed for this degree registeration. so we chilled at kandang while he filled out his forms and all that and we headed to mcd at shah alam to wait for the lunch hour to be over.we ate our lunch and chilled and wek was sleepy and he dozed off.yes.i have pictures but im nice so i wont post them up here.haha. so yeah i was like wifi-ing through my phone and sam was like spamming my wall with random messages.haha so spam war went on for a while and she kept on telling me to go online.kept on saying my phone can't do that and she kept on insisting i get my arse online.sigh.haha she finally realized i said phone after a few comments.hahah so she called me and we were like chatting on the phone about stuff.yeaah stuff. then mel and wek said they had to go send fareez some of his stuff that was in weks car so im like alright cause i didnt think it would take that long and after being on the phone for an hour with sam they still werent back.i was getting worried coz the registertation ended at 4pm and it was like 3.20pm by the time they arrived.thira lead the way with another car cause we didnt know where the place was.got there and we had to fill out more stuff and it was like being in diploma all over again when i first registered.but this took just a short while because there was no one left.haha got a new file and then got my picture taken for my new student card. and yeah the guy who took my picture was wek's friend.he was friendly and all telling me he needed my id and file and rm25.i thought he was serious so i took my ic out and my wallet to take out some cash and he just said he was joking.hahaha i felt damn stupid after that.gullible. he checked my id and then he asked if i was from this course and all and i said yeah and he said he had a friend in that course so i asked who, what course, diploma and degree and the guy answered and said his friend's name was wek.hahahahaahha small world man.i was like wek? oh he's coming in soon.he's still in the other registeration room.im his friend.hahaha then wek came and was all like heeey this is my friend from the office.hahaha again.such a small world. so everyone got their picture taken and then we were done.it took the whole day but only a 15min process to get everything registered.hahahah so yeahh sarah went back with thira and wek followed us to get his car at mcd. after dropping him off we headed back home.and here i am.sleepy and tired but glad that there wasnt any problems with the registration. college starts on monday so im gonna just be chilling during the weekend enjoying the last days of my semester break. oh and i toook a few pictures today. not that many tho cause i was tired as helll.hahah

mel.she drove us all over the place today.hahaahah
no one is allowed to drive the savvy but now armand gets to drive it.
im still scared shitless after what happened the last time i drove it.haha

sleepy as hell.

this is sarah! she gets all the information.
god only knows how she does it.
ahahahahha

this is wek.he was bald.

now he has hair.
and i can't call him botak anymore.
BOO.

okay so thats basically it.im going to take a nap right now cause im so freaking close to falling asleep on my laptop.
soooo.good night!
will update later if i feel like it!
x

Expectations

2010-07-01T13:57:00.000-07:00

so yeah.like i mentioned earlier before.im going to be in my first semester of degree on monday.
its 2 minutes to 5am and i tried going to sleep but i cant. im suppose to be up at 7am so right now i dont see the friggen point in sleeping so im going to rely on some good ol' coffee to last me throughout the day.
i cant stop thinking about things right now. like seriously a lot of things. im going to be honest here.i have no direction in life.i never planned my future when i was in high school.you know.like thinking im gonna take law or be a teacher or some sort.i mean yeah when people ask you what you want to become you pick something but for me i just pick some sort of job that was at the top of me head and just blurt it out.so far i wanted to be a doctor, lawyer, teacher and a vet. i did want to be a stewardess.DID okay.reason why is because i think thats the only thing i can do and hearing my parents story about their time working in the airline business seemed fun and interesting..but now im having doubts.im scared shitless of contacts and im short. and if i do decide to fly and all and lets say i dont get job. what then? i dont have a plan B.
im going on a blabbing frenzy now. after high school i didnt know what i wanted to do.applied for some course at college and i went for the interview and didnt get in..so i took a year off after SPM. i was working different types of jobs during that year and i still didnt know what i wanted to do. so truth be told my dad told me about the course that im currently taking in college.he told me to apply for it. and i went for the interview and i got in. life in college is fun and the things i learn there are cool and stuff.but still. i have options now and im not feeling any of them.whenever like im considering this sort of job in the future my mind just goes blank.all the jobs that i've considered i can never imagine myself doing it. when people know the course im taking in college they assume im going to get into the industry of it all..
but what if right now im doing good in college and graduate but i dont have the knack for the industry? what if i fail at it or if i cant handle the pressure of it all. they still ask me what i want to do once im done with college and my answer will always be: i dont know yet.im just going with the floww.
i know that maybe i shouldnt be thinking about this now but as i mentioned earlier.time IS passing by super fast these days and yeah. i gotta think about what im going to do in life.i need a friggen sign. i feel lost right now.
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The Cycle Begins

2010-07-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

damnit.time is flying by so freaking fast i just want to grab hold of it and make it stay at the exact same date and time and not let the hands on the clock move forward. i just want time to go back for a week or two. earlier it just hit me that college is going to start on monday. im going to shah alam tomorrow to register for my degree-hood. yes.on monday im officially a degree student. goodbye semester 4 diploma.i never had a chance to taste the semester 4-ness.im gonna miss the other kids in class. im gonna miss not sitting next to sam and cracking up stupid jokes with her and complaing about life when its being an ass.i mean yeah we will still be cracking jokes and talking about things but not all the time now.ugh.and im gonna miss the other kids too! the guys doing silly stuff and cracking up about random things.yeah i mean the degree offer is great but its kinda scary that soon i'll be done with college and i'll be working.and im gonna be making my own living and then i wont be staying with my parents anymore.then im gonna go off and get married and have kids and worry over them and the bills and their college and their future and then i'll have grandkids and then im going to grow old and die.seems to be going on too fast.haha yeah i know im thinking waaaay to far ahead but hey.the next thing you know i'll be like a working lady and be like pffft.college.that was so long ago how i wish i was back there.i miss those days. yeah i am going to miss it and i am going to be missing the people who made it fun for me.
anywaaays.im gonna go on to a different topic now..when i went to JB last week i obviously didnt want to die out of boredom and since i dont like watching the tv i thought it would be best if i brought a book along with me. yeah out of all the books i have i was thinking the pro's and con's of it all.it's too heavy, its too boring, the storyline is silly, the book is too thin i'll finish it in an hour, that character pisses me off and the list goes on. so i was digging out all my books when i saw the obviously perfect most awesome book of all time..Harry Potter.yes.that book.i was like dangit why didnt i think of that earlier?ahaha so i thought why not.eventhough i've read the whole Harry Potter books a bazillion times i never get bored reading it over and over again.other books bore me when i re-read them. so when i finished the philosopher's stone in JB and yeah i finished it damn quick okay.i had like 5 more days in JB and i wanted to take the next bus back home to get the chamber of secrets and the prisoner of azkaban.haha but alas i had to wait 5 agonizing days to get back to my harry potter books.hahah im thinking about getting a new order of the pheonix book tho because mine is all worn out and it looks dirty compared to the others.i dont know how that happened.all the books are kept in the same place but i dont know. the 5th books upsets me.sirius dies. he's my favourite character okay.i dont know why.besides ron.haha i love all the characters!
okay im done rambling about things.im gonna go get my stuff ready for tomorrows registeration day.and eventhough im gonna have to get up bright and early for it i know im gonna be sleeping late tonight.hahah so off to pack now and im gonna get back to thisss.
yes im currently reading this one.my all time favourite book out of the harry potter books.hhaha
okay then.
toodles kiddies!
x

Treasures

2010-07-01T02:17:00.000-07:00

hello hello!
so these are the stuff that i bought when i was in Singapore.yeaaah.haha the ETF cd is somehwere amongst the cd stack and im too lazy to look for it when i was taking pictures of my new treasure!bwahaha!

yeah i finally got myself a new handbag.
a big one.i can now smuggle stuff wherever i go.bwhaahah i kid i kid

there was a toy story 3 attraction thingy going on and then i saw this machine..
you know like you insert money in and a ball will come out and inside there's a toy.
yeaah i got slinky dog!hahah i would've gotten more but they were quite pricey.haha

at HMV after i got my etf cd mel and i saw these button badges and yeah.
we got them.mel bought more tho coz she still had more money.
my last remaining money went to the cd.again.it.was.worth.it.

yeaah.my all time favourite item from my new treasure chest.
i've been looking for this checkered shirt.this colour.
the ones that i found here were quite pricey but it was somehow cheaper in Singapore.
it was on SALE.bwhaha

yeah.my parents really wanted me to throw my old shoes away.
so they bought me two in exchange for getting rid of my old ones.
it will be missed.but hey.it was sort of a good deal.haha
im more in love with the purple one cause i effing love purpleeee.hahaha

so those above are my new lovelies.i fucking love themmm.haha i love my parents for getting me all of these! hahaah okay now im gonna go take a shower.and read the prisoner of azkaban.haha
toodles.will update lateerrr.
x

This War Is Ours

2010-06-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

im baack.yes i know i've been abandoning this blog like mad.
been away and lol i just realized i havent blogged in like what..2 weeks?whoopss.
anyways did good for my exam! scored the deans list.wheee.oh and last week i got the results.i applied for the jump to degree program and i got in.so yeah.im starting my first semester of degree next week on monday.siigh.i wont be in the sam class as sam okay.damn sad tau.only me,sarah, mel and wek applied for the degree thing and we got in.sam wants to take something else for her degree but dangit we will still be hanging out in college! my right side will feel damn empty okay.she's been sitting on my right for the past one a half years.and now i wont be spending that much time in her myvi :(
anyways we went to melaka on thursday.yes.finally.i actually went to melaka.but i didnt get to see all those historical places.i didnt step foot into the museum ship thingy tho.took some pictures there that will soon be uploaded here.hahaha we only stayed for two hours so there isnt much to blog about coz we kept on staying at one place for like an hour because of the weather and we didnt know where to go.
okay so anyways.singapore.yeah i've always wanted to go there and yeah i finally went there on saturday.yeah i actually survived without the internet.thats how cool i am!well....i actually wanted to die.yes.boredom was effing killing me okay.i was stuck in the hotel room late at night and i sleep around 2-3am.and we're usually back at the hotel by 10pm.go figure.bored okay.and im not a fan of watching tv so yeah.got more bored. chilled with aunty fong and crashed at her place aswell.we were actually staying in JB since thursday but mel,me,armand,aunty fong and ah cheng went off to singapore on thursday. didnt get to see much tho.we were only in orchard road. i got a new handbag, a new checkered shirt and fuck yes the colour resembles the one that tyson has!bwahah but mine is short sleeve and the checkered prints are a tad bit different.hahaha oh and i finally got my escape the fate this war is our's cd.yes.FINALLY. they dont sell it here so yeah.i spent my last remaining money on the cd. 45dollars.yesh.almost RM100 for it.dangit now that i stated the price in ringgit malaysia it does sound kinda bad that i spent that much on ONE cd.but hey.im happy with it! im listening to it now as we speak! bwahahaha oh and i got some cool joker button badges! and mel gifted me with a goth badge.she thought it would be funny coz the statements on the badge are so effing emo.i actually wanted to get some souveniers for some friends but alas. i had no time to do more sightseeing around singapore to see the local attractions and all that.i really wanted to see the Singapore Merlion.i've always wanted to see it coz everytime an ad on tv comes up about singapore i always see the Merlion.next time im in singapore i WILL see the Merlion and i WILL get souveneirs for friends!haha okay what else..ohhh mum and dad bought me two new sneakers when we were back in JB.and i friggen love it!!!well my parents kept bugging me to get new sneakers coz my old ones were literally in bad shape.there's holes at the soles of both shoes.the sides we're tearing and it was all dirty but hey.they're comfy and im attached to them.its sad tho that i wont be wearing them anymore.memories.i kept the laces tho.hahaha
eventho i had a good time in JB and Singapore i really wanted to get back home early.i just wanted to go for a day and come back. i mean yeah i dont go there often but i was really worried about charlie. yeah okay my cat.leave me alone.she means more to me than anything else. i was actually damn close to not wanting to go to Singapore because being away from charlie for a week was damn long. true enough when i came back she was sitting on my neighbours roof, she was never home when mona came to check on the house, she was starving and she was dusty all over and she has a scab at the back of her ear.and i brought her into the room since 8pm and she's been zonking in and out of sleep for a while now.yeah.next holiday will have to wait longer and im saving up so i can send her to the animal hotel or something. she worries the hell out of me.
okay so im done blaberring now.im gonna upload the pictures soon tho.im just waiting for the batteries to charge so i can get them out.ngeeh.
toodless!
x

Your Love

2010-06-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

okay so lets start off with thursday first cause i really dont remember what happened over the week but yeah. so on thursday mel made plans with wek to meet up with tajol for pizza and stuff so plan was confirmed but then my mum told us that aunty didi was having a bbq at her place.just us and her family. so we were like okay lah.we'll go to her place first and then we'll go meet up with wek in shah alam.chilled at her place for about 2 hours tho. dad was chef for the night. he did all the cooking and the food was good. ate quite a lot lah. lamb, chicken, mashed potatoes and yeah.that was it. we left aunty didi's place around like 9pm i think coz armand said his friends wanted to meet up so he needed the kancil that was at home so we drove home and what the fuck wei. the road was jammed up like it was 6.30pm.yeah when people come back from work kind of jam. it was moving slowly and we were stuck in the jam for about 30mins or more.in the car i told mel to call the pizza people and order coz i was afraid we were gonna be stuck there longer. so we actually finished ordering and we were still stuck. cars were moving slowly. turns out a car died in the middle lane..and up ahead there was an accident.yeah. we dropped armand home and drove off to shah alam.reached there around 10pm something and we waited for wek outside dominos..covoyed to kl to pick tajol up..while waiting for tajol wek came over to our car and the bugger got hair wei. yeah like seriously.not the short stubby hair he usually sports before he shaves it off.im talking mini mohawk like fareez.haha tehteh.lawlz.so we chilled for awhile and tajol came.haha he chopped half his goatee off! and he looked like he lost some weight but darn was it good seeing those boys.and he's the thing we went to nz and it was full.and we went to another nz and they didnt know we had drinks so we drove again some place else in titiwangsa to sit at some gazebo thingy.yeah.we reached there before midnight. hahah kinda wtf wei. driving around kl to find a place to eat the pizza.well as usual they devoured 2 large pizza and half a regular pizza.i only had a slice tho. aunty didi's food was not digested yet.bwhahaa so we were gossipping and shit during the whole time we were eating.oh and i brought the camera to take pictures of our chill session and the food but then when the food was gone and stuff i was like shit.i didnt take any pictures so i just took pictures of the box as you can see below in the pics i posted..anywayas we wanted to go check out exam results.yeah.mel brought her laptop along with her so we went to stevens for the wifi.couldnt get onto the website.kinda wtf. oh and i've been trying to check my results since afternoon and then i thought by 2am it'll be easier to access the website or something but still no luck.so chilled for awhile there and tajol and wek left coz they were working the next day.said goodbye and they chowed.oh and mel's friends were there.chilled with them but one of them named gary was cracking jokes before we left so that was fun.haha got back home near 5am and still couldnt check the results.

so anyways those are the pictures.and then i sorta crashed around 7am. and i woke up at 12pm coz the examination results were bugging me.i was still in suspense and kinda pissed coz usually when we want to check our results yeah getting in is hard but it usually take 2 hours or more.this was like a whole day and we couldnt get in and when i checked mine the next day i got in but i had to look thru the mini transcript thingy coz the examination results link didnt want to open. saw my results and my jaw sort of dropped.im happy to say i passed my papers! no fails or anything and i did better than expected so thank you god for that.haha im planning on buying myself something.a present of some sorts.haha maybe i'll drop by starbucks and get some ice blended drink or something.hahaha so thats it for now..i'll be updating things later i guess.if i feel like it!
toodles!
x

Fly By

2010-06-05T21:17:00.000-07:00

honestly this is quite sad. i've been doing basically nothing ever since the semester break started and i actually dont remember the days anymore.yeah.like seriously.
was in the kitchen with mummy yesterday and i dont know what happened and somehow the days came up and i confidently told my mum it was thursday. and she was like no its saturday and i was working myself up on an argument that it was thursday and that she's the one forgetting the days and then my dad came in and all and then my mum was getting some back up from him and then she pointed at the calander hanging from the fridge and she was telling me the date pointing at the day and it was a freaking saturday.
damn embarassing okay.
i was pretty sure it was a thursday. heh. so sad. so yeah. my mum then started nagging about the fact that im doing nothing at home and apparently chores dont count. hahaha i love my mummyyyy <3<3

Like Fine Wine?

2010-06-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

fine wine ages well right? heh. i hope i age gracefully.pah.
okay so im texting sam like right now and i told her how im actually listening to pop songs right now.yeah the one im annoyed with usually. sam knows which songs im talking about tho and yes i agree with her that songs like that are blasphemy to music. i mean the singers cant sing but they're relying on freaking technology to make the song better.and im listening to that now. sam owes me a slap or something down my throat. blargh.
and she mentioned to me she saw a hollywood undead video at f.o.s earlier. i swear those guys are really getting bigger and bigger right now. i almost had a heart attack when i saw 'young' playing on the telly. yeah i dont know them and all but i felt really really really super proud of them because they're getting really big and known right now.they deserve it with the kind of music they're making. okay you know how like myspace has well known internet celebrities? yeah i was like a huge jeffree star fan and im still a fan of course so i somehow stumbled upon hollywood undead's page and ohmygod i was like freaking blown away.and that was like almost 4-5 years ago and with where they are now i cant help but be proud of them.same goes for jeffree star's we want cunt? i fucking love it up to this day.legendary.and also the medic droid? i fucking love them and their songs. its sad that they've broken up but hey i still love them all. lesson here..myspace lets you know about great and amazing music.
anyways. sam said that me listening to pop-ish songs is maybe because im aging.haha 20 is not that old yet but i just hope it goes away. im gonna shove my ears with some hollywood undead, etf and HIM or whatever for a few days now. i mean i dont think i can live without some good old REAL music. i want my children to listen to the things im listening to! not the pop songs please. hahaha.
okay i know this is completely freaking random but i want to watch childs play.yes. the chucky film. i dont know why tho. i just wanna watch it.
x

Far Far Away

2010-06-04T01:29:00.000-07:00

some friends of mine are going away and some are being drowned in assignments and exams.. sam will be going away to new york for a month and another friend of mine just flew off to australia for 2 weeks and elsa is going away to singapore for the weekend and she has college to deal with and well khalida is away in penang.still far okay. waaahh im totally missing everyone.
this best buddy of mine,sam, is going off next week and i will not be basking in sam-ness for a month. yeah and i didnt see her for the whole month of may aswell beacuse she was down with a contagious sickness that took ages to go away.stupid sickness thingy. and then we got to go to the zoo for like a day after she was alright! that was fun and the session and dinner at her place.haha have fun in new york sam! dont forget to come back okayy! who am i gonna kacau for the next one month?!haha but im gonna be seeing her before she leaves tho!
and that friend of mine who went to australia well i've been hanging out with this person like a few times a week every week without fail and now that this person is gone for like 2 weeks its kinda hard not seeing this person at all.i miss you human who cannot be mention but will be mentioned soon enough!haha
and elsalvador.my other best buddy is going to singapore for idk how long and her college is taking her away from me! particularly her exams!i miss my buddyyy! and then she's going off to singapore this weekend i think.siigh.im gonna make it my mission to see her next week! i'll drive to her freaking college if i must!
and my cousin khalida! she's been away for a month now and my partner in crime is missing in action! she's been living here for months and now that she's away it just feels weird.like we'll usually be out late at night and stuff and right now im always at home now that she's away.and i have to wait for like another month until she comes baaack!
you alls! i misss you/ im gonna miss you guyssss!!!

x

Time Travel

2010-06-03T09:46:00.000-07:00

"Time travel is the concept of moving between different points in time in a manner analogous to moving between different points in space"

i googled that and got that off wiki.so time travel right. we all want to turn back time.either to make amends on mistakes that are made by making things right. or to go back and relieve the moment where everything was just perfect. happy day i guess.
i mean right now im turning 20 and the friends that i grew up with..well..without fail we'll be talking about the whole growing up thing. like "dude we're growing old.shit next thing you know we'll be sitting down having coffee with our little mini me's running around us screaming and playing. and then we'll have to face bills and all that and worry over our childrens academic things and then we have a home to care for and then we'll be old and racing in wheelchairs."
that kind of topic will always be mentioned one way or another. and after that we'll be going "oh how i wish i was back in high school. it was fun and we didnt have to worry! gawd i dont want to grow old!"
i dont know. i mean yeah i worry over that. the whole growing up process but fuck im probably gonna screw something up later in life but i guess its something i have to learn. i mean we learn from our mistakes right? and growing old. physically i mean.yeah thats scary.i cant imagine wrinkles and all that on my face. and THAT im NOT looking forward to.
anyways..the whole going back in time thing.in my opinion i do want to go back in time. but not for the reason of staying back in school so i dont have to worry. i dont know cause yeah its all confusing to me right now but in a way its kinda exciting. deep down i do think its exciting cause i'll be learning more things and meeting new people and seeing new things and hopefully places aswell.
that my opinion on it tho. growing up.scary but exciting as well. i cant think straight right now cause my mind is getting muddled up with sleepiness.haha
so i'll leave it at that now.
tomorrow then.
toodles.
x

Froggies

2010-06-03T06:32:00.000-07:00

hello hello.
okay so i just got back from aunty didi's place.i swear her new place is effing beautiful. went there with armand coz she needed help with her lappie.and guess what.its near my college.damn wtf right.i never did know that there's a place that lovely near puncak.hahaha so yeah while armand was doing her stuff i was just enjoying the view and talking with aunty didi about i dont know what stuff.haha random talk lahh.so susie her old maid which everyone loooves made some cekodok for us to munch on.well armand actually finished up with the laptop after like 10 mins or so but we were there for about 2 hours just chilling and talking about stuff. armand was playing tag with luq and diaz tho. siigh i just wanna live there man. the patio was like ooooh. and this time around i brought the camera so i could get some shots.hahaah lo and behold.pictures. now im gonna figure out some stuff about life. toodles.

Dream Big

2010-06-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

but if you dont dream big what's the use of dreaming. as david cook would sing it.

so yes we all have dreams and so do i. things dont come easy i get that and we have to work for what we want to acheive our dreams.i did dream but i never believe my dreams would come true. half my wishes came true but to me its a different concept. anyways im gonna open up bout things here now. if you havent noticed my blog post are basically about whats happening in my daily life.i dont like to put myself out there so i'd be like an open book to read.im a very private person. but i think i should change some parts of that.
back to the main topic at hand. dreams. as i said before i never believed in dreams coming true.yes i dream about alot of things. i dream about this and that. the near future and shit like that. but alas to me it was a dream.one that i would end up thinking.hey that will never happen.its just a dream.
but now im seeing things in a different aspect. okay so i've been overweight for as long as i can remember. of course i had dreams about being slim and all but hey like i said i just left it as that and continued on with my life. a few months after college i took it upon myself to change that. it wasnt easy i tell you. but hey you gotta work for what you want right. im doing things slowly now and im not gonna rush into it. im just happy to say that my weight has decreased slowly in numbers and i havent been at this number since i was like what 14 or 15? i dont have a personal trainer or nutritionist to guide me and all so for me a year to lose this much is a success for me.and of course i had my lazy time where i didnt do shit for months.haha.and im not gonna mention how much i lost okay. thats still a private matter.haha.i have to thank my parents for their support in my cause.
now im working on acheiving my other dream.travelling to europe. london,scotland and paris in particular. yes. the need to go there has been festering in me for over 6 freaking years so its high time i do something about it. im not gonna ask my parents for money to just send me there.again if i want something im gonna work for it. saving up money is the hardest thing for me to do. the need to spend is always there.haha books and music cd's are my weakness. yes. but i have to believe i can do it. just the thought of travelling to europe with my bestfriend is just so mouthwatering i could just taste it. it will happen. and i will make it happen but it might take me a while. i still need to concentrate on other things aswell.and im still a student so we tend to spend on some things.haha siiigh. gonna start packing lunch from home!haha
oh and regarding my dream job im gonna work something out regarding that too. i hope my parents friends would be able to help me out once i graduate. one of my parents friend did say he'll help me out when the whole lot of us went fishing a few years ago..thats another reason why the weight is coming off. i did think about becoming a lawyer and shit once upon a time ago when i was in school but i wont lie. this job that i want..i've been wanting it for as long as i can remember! but we'll have to wait and see. i might go after something better.idk yet. i dont plan out my future in that aspect.i just live for now :)
so basically i just needed to get that off my chest.hehe. im just gonna make sure i achieve these 3 dreams first before i go for anything else. okay la i do need to pass my exams aswell.so i gotta work on that one since its like freaking important for me to graduate.
updates soon.going to aunty didi's place.might snap a few pictures if i feel like it.ngee.i know my bloggie has been picture-less for a while.hehe
tooodles!
x

Second

2010-05-16T01:21:00.000-07:00

hellowwww.
so im still on my semester break and i am doing abso-fuckin-loutly nothing.
and i am happy doing so. i've been reading alot of books lately.yes with all thats been happening during the past 4 months i wasnt able to touch a freaking book. yes i love books.you have NO idea how far my love for books go. no bending. nothing.
so anyways.had another and LAST tooth extraction on friday. yeah i had 2 extractions.the week before i had one done coz my tooth was decaying.yes gross i know.could patch it up but the dentist said i might as well extract both sides coz my wisdom tooth would be coming up soon and shit so im like okay.
i shit you not it was fucking painful. yeah the dentist injected some shit but my lips were hurting coz i have no idea what he used to extract the tooth but the preassure was all on my lips. i think the denstist thought the meds got to my head or something coz after the first extraction i saw all the cotton covered in my blood and my tooth lying on the metallic table thingy i started laughing and going holy shit with cotton in my mouth.hahah oh and i was on freaking painkillers for like 2-3 days.it was hurting like a bitch. and i couldnt eat all the yummy food that HAD to appear after my extraction.why couldnt all the good ones come BEFORE the extraction.sigh.damn sad okay.
but the 2nd extraction was still as painful as the first one but its healing quite fast.the first one toook almost a week to heal. right now my gums are just swollen but it doesnt hurt unless i chew. damn.liquids for another week.sigh.i've been living on soup since yesterday.hahaha i cant wait to be able to chew again.im going to get a freaking subway sandwich coz i've been craving for it for about a week now.uggggh.
oh and i still dont know if im starting kickboxing classes or not. it either dancing or kickboxing.i still cant decide which and i've got until next month to make my decision. siiigh.
anyways im off to make some soup.coz im fungry.yes.fungry.
toodles.
x

Tokio Hotel

2010-05-01T23:35:00.000-07:00

let me just start off by saying last night tokio hotel was beyond awesome! seriously!
okay2 let me just get through what happened the whole day..they were having a signing session at one utama at 11.30am. i didnt know if i wanted to go or not cause if i did i'll have to go buy a cd and line up and plus tajol invited me and mel over for his brother's wedding in kepong and i didnt want to miss that.but i had to go to one utama in the morning to redeem my tickets lah. so cousin sent me there and she went off to setiawangsa with shahril, wani and mel to visit her uncle. so yeah i roamed OU looking for the counter and then i ended up somewhere and i saw the redemption counter and a long ass line that meant the signing session.again i was torn and i didnt know if i should stay for it and meet bill kaulitz or not. so yeah i lined up and i was actually at the wrong counter coz the place where i was suppose to redeem my tickets were outside near the stage. i waited damn fucking long in line okay.so yeah i called denise coz i knew she was gonna be there early. big tokio hotel fan mah.so i met her and then fuck it lah.i decided to get the freaking cd and line up with her.i might never meet bill ever again.
so we lined up and made stupid jokes and then denise and melissa's picture got taken by this reporter coz they were both wearing kaulitz jerseys.custom okay.hahaha so yeah and then the boys came. i swear i couldnt see shit coz i was short as hell. hahaha and they were early.so it was good. i swear when i got up i was actually super excited to see bill.and i saw him in all his awesome glory. black eyeliner, leather gloves, white shirt, his gladiator helmet hair.uiiish. i wanted to at least shake his hand and he was like busy signing with his right hand and he looked up and saw my hand sticking out he held my hand with his left hand.uish. i wanted to faint.i didnt shake bill kaulitz hand.i held it.HAAHAHAH got difference okay.LAWLZZ. and he looked into my eye and gave this beautiful smile when i said hi earlier.heehehehee i feel like a little girl then.hahha so yeah then i said hi to tom and he smiled at me and said hi.and then georg also smiled and said hi at me.heheeheheh i didnt get to say anything to gustav coz they were shooing me off the stage.
chilled for awhile watching them do their signing.left after a while and arrived back home well before 1pm. i waited for mel to come back from setiawangsa to go to the wedding but she arrived home around 1 something.along that line the car was missing for awhile, and there were a few problems happening and we only left the house around 3pm. and guess what.on the way to kepong we were making good time but then we got lost. yes.we somehow ended up in KL.mel said tajol said it was somewhere near tawakal hospital and then we had to call wek and then when we were making our way there wek said they were already clearing up and tajol wasnt there.i felt damn bad and called tajol to tell him what happened. pasal sesat la we missed it.siiigh.
so yeah. we went to OU for the concert after that. the line was long and i already planned to not get squished by humans so mel and i opted to stand at the back and just watch from there. im old for these sort of things.pfffft.unless its etf or something like that then sorry la but i'll go damn depan and i'll chain my effing body to those metal barriers.hahaaha so yeah we wandered around OU and went back out around 7pm..we went in then coz the gates opened but then nothing started and they were playing club rnb songs and that sort of music aint my cup o tea so i wanted to leave until the show really started.went back into ou and merayap..then we went out again and into the venue.then pop shuvit performed and then bunkface performed.we acutally stood outside the venue for a while coz i thought the view was good.but shit la.i was wrong.inside at the back was even better.they started playing those club songs again when they were clearing the stage and i got bored again then there were these people who went to the back and started dancing.holy shit wei.they were freaking amazing! i mean i was just watching them dance and they're really really really good at it. okay so around 9pm tokio hotel came out..they opened the concert with noise.ahhh i couldnt see shit at first but after a few minutes of finding the right spot i could see better.and thank god they're all tall. sorry the pictures are shit but my arms were weak trying to find the right angle and people kept bumping into me. their performance overall was freaking brilliant.i love how bill moves onstage.its just sexy.and i dont care if you all say he's gay or not.i still love him no matter what.haha and it was really cool georg had like a fan or something coz his hair kept like flying and it was awesomeeee.tom was cool just getting on the platform and shit doing his thing.i couldnt really see much of gustav coz he was just like at the back. and i am short and he was sitting down.so yeaah.go figure.
after the concert we went to visit ika for a while...stayed until 12.30 and went back home.yeah early right. got back home and i just crashed.i was too tired.i woke up at freaking 8am and the night before some things happened that cant be mentioned on here.haahahahahahah memorieeeessss.
pictures below!

thanks to TM for bringing them down and giving us the chance to catch them live!
special thanks to sam for the concert tickets and to melissa, denise and aaron for letting me que with them during the signing session! i love you guys!

x

Food Quest

2010-04-30T22:21:00.000-07:00

okay so during my study week break elsa came over for our hang out session. we planned on watching a movie and getting some pizza to munch on..sadly we didnt get to watch alice in wonderland so we ended up watching percy jackson and the lightning theif instead. the movie was goood but the food was even betterr.hahaha and as usual we were gossiping and bitching about shitloads of things but then during dinner time we went to pyramid with mel and khalida for some sushi. we didnt know what to have at first but yeah.sushi was the choice. we ate at sushi king and we walked around a bit looking at stuff and that was thaat.haha

i forgot when i went for waffles. i had this sudden craving for waffles that i got pissed at people and things for slowing me down from getting my waffles.i couldnt stand it.i havent had yummy scrumptious waffles in ages and the thought of biting into the waffles with ice cream was making me impatient.hahaha but it was good waffles!

more updates later.going to get ready for tajol's brother's wedding.
ngeee.what to wear..what to wear..hmmm.

x

Automatic

2010-04-30T21:58:00.000-07:00

hello humans!
sorry for the lack of updates. been really lazy plus i had my finals.which i am happy to say IS OVER. thank you god.so anyways..last week after the bel exam.wait sorry.i mean saturday i went over to sam's place coz she invited me over for dinner with her family and tasha. so yeah i wanted to go get balloons at bangsar to stick shayley's face on it for sam but the shop was closed.what the helll.so yeah that plan didnt work out so i went over to her place and i accompanied sam and tasha to the pharmacy to get something..uhh.yeah.something inneresting.haha and then we got ice.i swear the food was effing good. i LOVE sam's sister's stew. beef i think.it was yummyyyy! then there was pizza.so yeah it was cake time after that.fuhh.sam's cake was effing cool wei. its a replica of her red bass and the cake was awesome! poor sammy had a hard time getting the courage to cut the cake.its seriously pretty and its painful to cut something so prettyy.hahaha omg and it was so cute that omar kept going to the cake like he couldnt wait to eat it.he's sooo adorable!look at the caaaake!oh and there was pie and ice cream but i forgot to take a picture of that.haha

after the food sam, her sister, tasha and i were just having random conversations about god only knows what. i mean we just didnt stick to one topic or even finish the topic we were all talking about.it just jumped to something else.hahahah but it was mayyjaah fun. we even lay down at the play area and continued our discussion there.hahaah more updates soon when i finish clearing my photos off my phone!

x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMM!

2010-04-23T11:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SAMEERAAAA!!

yes humans! this sexay lady right here just turned 19!!hahahaha! yes thats right she's joined the 19 club!mwahah and sam the + on mine still doesnt count :P
so yes about sam. she's an amazing friend of mine. i've only known her for about a year and 4 months (damn specific no?haha) now but yes.she's one of the special few that i love to have around me. she's always there when i need some place to rant over something thats going on.she's always cracking up jokes that makes my stomach hurt and she's always stuffing good music into my ear, the crazy ass dances that are done in her car whenever we go out for lunch or just to go out and lepak somewhere and we'd be making fun about random ass shit no matter what it is!i'd write down the things that she's done for me and the things that we do together but those are kinda P&C and plus its a year and 4 months of me knowing her so go figure how long the blog post will be.hahaaand sammyy im really glad you liked your present! im sorry i couldnt get you your shayley on a piano with whipped cream on him or something like that or even a life size blow up poster of shayley.ngeeee! one day when im super rich i'll try and get that present done for you okeyh!hahaha
so now i shall further bombard this post with pictures of sam!mwhahaahha

okay now below are pictures of me and sam.yes we were going through our AAR phase. hahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMMYY!
I LOOOVEEE YOUUUU!
<3

p.s: 20 next year.HAHAAA!
love you saammm!!

Truest meaning of FML.

2010-04-17T03:39:00.000-07:00

so yeah.today was the first time i ever felt the true meaning of FML.
so we had classes today.i woke up and then printed me and sam's assignments so that i could pass it to fizul instead. mum told me armand took the kancil and i was like shit im car-less.
i couldnt take da's car coz her parents were coming today. so my mum told me to take the savvy.i was like wooah.im driving the savvy ALONE.hahaha damn i got excited lah.
so yeah i was too excited to drive the car i forgot to pull the side mirror out.so i had to pull over and push it out.then i made my way to puncak.everything was going smoothly until i passed bukit jelutong and went up the hill and the before the traffic light BAM. i went over a bump of some sort and then the car started going ge de gang ge de gang ge de gang.and i was shit scared coz i thought i broke something and i was thinking my mum is going to rip my ass out for breaking the car again. so yeah i called her and she was like maybe the tire punctured.but then i could tell she wasnt happy already. so i called the first person i could think of which was sam and sam wanted to come and help me but she couldnt get off from work so she wanted to guide me to replace the tires and stuff but i was scared i'd break something again.so she told me to call the boys since i was near puncak.
i called wek, alif, and tajol and none of them picked up. i didnt want to call fareez and fizul coz they had a test for their koko. so i was feeling all shitty when tajol texted me and asked me whats up.i called him and told him what happened and he said he'll come and help.so from then on i was on the phone with my mum, my dad, armand, sam and tajol.armand was in puncak for his kesatria exam and he picked tajol and pedro up. they both got to work on the car and then there were some problems because the road wasnt even and the car wasnt going up. then when they finally got the car up the tools were too big for the tire rims because my dad changed it so the nuts(i think) were smalled.
so were at the side of the road thinking about what to do when i called my mum and told her what happend. she was telling me to find a mechanic but then i didnt want to so my dad called me and told me there's the special thingy for the nut.i was literally throwing shit out of the dashboard to look for that thingy. finally found it and the boys could finally change the tire. i felt bad for waking them up at such an ungodly hour of 10:00am. yes.thats too early for anyone to wake up on a saturday.haha for us lah. so anyways i decided to buy them lunch.
drove them to pizza hut and i got those set thingy and practically made them eat everything. it was their reward for helping me out and on the way to pizza hut fareez called and then tajol told him i was buying them lunch and i was like who fixed the car only gets the free food.ahahaha sorry lah.
so yeah we ate and gossiped and talk for a while then fry called and asked for my help.he wanted me to pick him up at pkns.haha so yeah after the food was finished we sort of talked some more then we remembered we had to pick fry up.hahaa whoops.so we picked him up and wek called before that to ask if everything was alright.so yeah dropped tajol, fry and pedro back at puncak and came back home.
so yeah.during the whole episode when the tire was effed i was like seriously fml.of all freaking days i had to get a punctured tire.what to do. one of those thiings in life.im just glad i have amazing friends to help and accompany me when shit like this happens.
thanks guyysss :)

x

Drain The Blood

2010-04-17T02:45:00.000-07:00

followed the guys to their jamming session on thursday.as usual i had a super uber fun time!
hahaha so it was just me, mel, fry, bbie, fareez, alif, tajol, wek and fizul. we went to one of this jamming studio in god knows what seksyen.i forgot. im bad with roads. so yeah. we went there and it was 2 hours of jamming time for them. they played some avenged sevenfold, offspring and sheila on 7. and they even attempted to play cradle of filth's nymphetamine. fareez didnt know the song so wek wanted mel to sing it and she said she didnt know the song and she told me to sing it. i do know the song but i didnt want to butcher it coz i cant sing to save my life! hahaha after break time they decided to try nymphetamine again and this time i sang.yeah. i TRIED and it was bad.haha i didnt know which lines went where.and before that i sang lady gaga's bad romance which they covered and i was sucking badly on that one. hahaah i didnt even know when to pause.hahaah i salute singers now. their job looked easy.i now realize its not.hahahaah
so yeah after the jamming session wek wanted to bring us to murni which was in kelana jaya.i swear the name of their drinks are effing adorable. i miss you i love you and pink panther. that was what we ordered.and the food was amazing.i ordered their chicken chop and it was yummy and the portion was huuugeee.we were practically passing plates and forks along the table so everyone got to taste everyone's meal.hahaaha it was overall a good night tho.
pictures below! enjoyy!

Chicken On A Stick.

2010-04-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

i forgot what day this was but after class mel and i went out with khalida to go see kak liza! she came down from penang for some work and since we had classes the next day we all decided to meet up that night instead. khalida mel and i were chilling at the rock cafe first and then kak liza joined us around 11pm.hahaa that i remember coz da had to go fetch here.so yeah pictures below of satay time and good times.hahaha

Lame And Cool Unite

2010-04-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

helloo. 2 days ago i met up with my bff of 7 years miss elsagilaawesome or better known as elsathecool. and yes im the lame one.hahaha
dont ask. if came out of nowhere one day a few years back.
so we were suppose to go to coffee bean and have dinner there but as usual the plan changed in the car and we went to parade instead for some manhattan fish market.
damnit the food was goood! no pictures tho.sorry.which reminds me i need to take more pictures.hahaaha so as usual we gossiped until our salivas ran out.haha no im just making that up. we gossiped and walked around and again we headed to toys r us.hahaha yes thats our happy place okay. and again elsa managed to get me laughing.haha our inside joke.
"move aside cinderella! give way to elsalella!"
"i would like to thank my parents because if it wasnt for them i wouldnt have this beautiful face!""i would like to thank my mum because if it wasnt for her i wouldnt have this beautiful smile!" *flahses teeth and wave*hahahaha
after toys r us i wanted to go to mph and she was nice enough to accompany me. yes i can sit in mph for 5 hours and not move. i LOVE books.
we sat down and started talking there pulak and she was the photographer.hahaah

thats about it for that day.next time im gonna spend one whole day with her.not 4 hours.4 hours aint enough for both of us.hahahaha

x
p.s- I LOVE MY FAT BOYS.

4Madu Late Update.

2010-04-12T07:13:00.000-07:00

yeah i know this post if freaking late but who cares.sorry la but i havent blogged in months.
for those of you who know the ct114 students had to manage the promosi filem.
well it was known as promosi filem but the name was changed to apresiasi filem that happened during the 25th of march.
so yeah i was placed in the biro makanan with fizul.
simple job?easy biro? my foot la simple. there were their ups and downs. i mean i cant really talk and i had to go a get sponsors to pay for the food and stuff and that was not easy okay.so thankfully everything was available for the event day.
oh and i helped out the pementasan and program for their prop making day.
all of us were there except dilla sara and sam..
eventhough that weekend was meant for work we had fun altogether coz we had a special performance from wek, alif, bbie and fareez as the pianist. and then there was a gaga bad romance dance along.videos are available but i dont think i'll be posting that up.hahahaha im THAT lazy.hahaha i'll let the pictures tell the story!

to cut the story short the event day was effing hectic. our call time was at 6.30am or some sort like that. i had to go pick up the food and to be honest i didnt think i'd be out the whole day.alas i didnt get to see how the rehearsals went down.i was driving the whole day picking up the food and getting some last minute things for the dining hall..
everything went smoothly la.from my view that is. the hospitality crew was beyond amazing for helping us out! i love every single one of you guys la! again let the pictures tell the storyy.

all images are courtesy of wek's facebook album.for more pictures kindly go to his facebook profile and look under the photo album of 'our final day'..
speacial thanks to those who helped out with our event and came and supported us newbies.
thanks!

x

The Beginning of An End.

2010-04-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

hello ladies and gents.
im back blogging. yeah i got quite bored with blogging but now the writing bug has bitten me once again.
i shall update this bloggie with whats been going on over the past few months.
pictures shall be included of course..
as quoted by alice "what is the use of a book without pictures or conversations?"
this may be a blog and not a book but its still my little online journal.
i'll say whatever i want and post whatever i want and if you have a problem with that then stop readinggg.hahahaha
i am now going to figure out what to write now.
toodles.

I wanna....stab you with my eyeliner!

2009-09-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello :)

bloggie i love you.

so..a bunch of stuff happened over the past few weeks! went places but sadly my camera is sitting in my room collecting dust. i havent got that feeling to snap a photo of every single thing i've seen..like last year. my camera was like glued to my hand. now its like..uhh. i need that feeling again.something!inspire me NOW!!

so on thursday the classmates came over to buka puasa. idk what happened tho because i was chilling with sam out in the living room with my bro coz the tv area was pretty much packed with food and humans there werent any place to sit left.haha conversation was flowing freely at the armand, sam and nana table. after eating we chilled with the gang for a while...oh and the rest of the kiddies were torturing wek with the cats.yeah.victims are charlie and bear!BAHAHAHAHA. epic moment humans! so after that little spectacle sam and i went up to my room and she thought gave me my first exercise on the guitar.apparently my fingers are beyond stiff and i need to relax them.hahah bloody hard i tell you.while we were upstairs the kiddies were downstairs watching some horror show.i heard abit of screams here and there but yeah..sam had to leave early to fetch her dad and after she left i finally took a shower.did i mention that sam didnt allow me to take a shower until she left?hahaha evil pint size.so after showering i joined the kiddies and watched like the near ending of the flick..by the way they turned off the lights..kitchen, tv area, the back area..and i wanted cake at the time so i went to the kitchen and got myself a cake and a cup of coke and joined them.holy shit humans.the ending of the movie scared my shitless.srsly.i kinda got afraid for like a couple of hours after the movie but yeah..i didnt expect that tho..so after the movie the kiddies were out in the living area and...oh hell lets just say everyone was scattered all over the house.hahaha the dudes wanted to see the guitar and when i brought it down....BAM. some photography session was going on and my guitar was their lady for the shoot.hahaha "nama tu penting!"
hahahah god.good times i tell you. so they had to leave before 12 coz of the curfew.overall an interesting and fun night.wek has the pictures tho.so yeh.

oh and i dont think i did a post about the MTV world stage? yeah i think i'll do that post soon. when i get around to resizing the pictures.hahahaha LAZY!!

college news now.everything's fine.and i just realize i can never ever be a writer! yeah.flowerry words dont suit me. im trying to do my assignment for the idea and storytelling class but i keep deleting everything because i dont think it's good enough to be a story.dont get me wrong.i've got a story going on in my head but i have no idea on how to put it into words.if only like they have those cable thingy where i can just plug it into my brain and then i can just download shit off from my brain.gah.my brain will be fried after this.

i have no idea what to write now.im rambling shit since the beginning of this post.hahah sorry.
i think i'll have something to write soon. oh and by the way elsathecool/elsalvador got me a batik doggy from Jakarta! thank you bitch.i loves it! new addition to my growing family!

x

Mateyy

2009-08-22T09:10:00.000-07:00

updates tomorrow :)
promisseeee

I must be emo.

2009-08-12T21:34:00.000-07:00

haha hello
today's class was canceled.

yeah.we woke up and went to class and waited outside but apparently
class was cancelled.i could've slept in and not waste petrol.
ish. so we went to the dining to chill for awhile
oh and i got sam to listen to one HU song a few days ago and she was singing it this morning.haha
the HU song had something to do with this.....

I MUST BE EMOOO.

this pic is sort of scary tho.look at her face.its sort of like..dead-ish

she's spose to be emo but yeah..there's a smile on that face.

too much emo going on.

the smile is still there.not working woman!

there we go! now we're emo!

that was pretty much what happened.now im kinda watching family guy right now.
so im distracted.hahaha

toodles!

Pictures are coolio.

2009-08-12T02:52:00.000-07:00

this is pretty much what happened during the past few weeks..

DEMON KITTY :)

doodle time on wecky's arm.
all drawings from alif, faris,pejol, fizul,moi.
ahahhaha

lizard was in the notice board
and i was pretty much watching it breathe for a few minutes.
its skin looks funny and this fellow here regrew his tail.
major diff between the body and the tail.hahhaa

this is sam's head.was at dining.
and i was pretty much fooling around with her shades.haha

cleaned my room.
well half of it actually.rearranged my clothes,books and cd's.
yeaaaayy!

not forgetting.i fell sick before sem break.
got a mask. finished one bottle of cough drop in 2-3 days.
hahhahah major sleep time!

pretty much it for now. i need to start taking pictures again.must document this 2nd sem.

x

This Love This Hate

2009-08-12T01:11:00.000-07:00

righto.hello.

sorry i havent been updating you dear bloggy. ever since i got my assignments for both my writing classes i just didnt want to write anything down anymore. both those assignments are pretty much sucking my writing juice out..and i just realized i dont do flowerry speeches.haha i have no friggen clue on how im going to score for this assignment.haha

anyways.life has been alright. maaayyjorrr news folks.im not staying on campus anymore *punches thin air* haha my ultimate dream come true! im staying at home and driving to college early in the mornin.not so bad tho.at least i dont have to sleep with music blasting in my ears anymore.yes.im afraid i might hear or see something.....funny.seniors story scared the shit out of me.

and i was super mad a couple of days ago because there was a huge fuck up with my validation thingy.lets just say i hope karma will be a big bitch to them.i srsly have no idea what to write so im just gonna crap things out that happened this week and the last and a couple of things that happened in between.

**last week we celebrated Alif's super late birthday and we brought mona along.so alif is skinny and according to the boys he's a runner so they asked us to buy some rope.wtf right.so we bought rope, eggs and flour.the usual. nighttime came and we were just chilling waiting for wek to make the move.it took about idk how long for wek to lull alif into fooling around with the rope.wek was like tying faris up seeing if he could escape and he wanted to try it on alif.he tied alif real tight to the pole and alif was trying to get free when suddenly...BAM! haha lets just say it was a big mess after that.

**started koko last week aswell and lemme just say.whoever who does traditional dancing.i salute the hell out of you.it was friggen hard for me and idk how they do it but hey.you guys are cool.haha

and i honestly dont remember much about what's been happening.things are moving pretty fast lately so yeah.oh and one more thing.wek is the master bully-er in class.yeah im short.he took my hoodie and placed it on the curtain railing and i had to climb a freaking chair and i still couldnt reach it. luckily my hoodie sleeve was dangling.it was a sign the hoodie was like "save meee!!" and yeah you know like how in those movies the big boys pick on the young kids by holding the kids head at arms length and the kid swinging his fist aimlessly trying to get a hit at the big boy.yeah that happened.wek did that. and also he took my hair scrunchie and put it on the curtain railing again and this time i really couldnt reach it.then sam tried to get it for me and she's short too.but she jumped and caught it but she sided with wek.those two tagged team on me.evils!!but hey.i still love them no matter what :)

so thats about it for now. updates later.

x

StarrStruckk

2009-08-03T05:44:00.000-07:00

hello! time to update this blog!

okay so nothing much has been going on. been super excited that i got the voucher to redeem the mtv world stage tickets! even though i got it weeks ago it seems quite surreal that im going to see AAR. yeah im just excited about seeing them play live.ahahhaha soon!!

okay so last week all of uitm closed down. they pushed our sem break earlier. thank god tho because on thursday the week before i got sick. yeah i still think it was wek's work.hahha he was sick and everyone knew i didnt want any sick person touching me and he did it.haha meanies! next day i went to the clinic and got the medical leave for that day and they gave me a mask to wear.yeah the nurse looked like she was waiting for me to put the damn mask on.haha but eventho i got the medical leave i still went to class because the class was spose to go in groups to discuss current issues and obviously i teamed up with sam. i didnt want her to like go talk alone so i dragged myself all the way to the 5th floor.talk was fine.bullcrap my way thru as usual.hahah

and during the whole week off, i didnt do anything much..i was just facebooking and twittering half the time.and i watched harry potter! obviously i'll say its good la but not that much effects like the previous ones. dobby the house elf wasnt in this one :(

and as usual i had assignments but i didnt do any.haha yes procrastinated. my god during the weekend i was like rushing to finish it.presentation and essay altogether. my dad even did the rearranging and decoration for me! and we were only done like around 11pm on a sunday.and mind you the presentation was on monday yeah. mel woke me up this morning and was like "eh ctu canceled."i was like "wtf.you're fucking kidding me?" i was like mygod. dude!we were rushing last night! and i could've lepak-ed longer with sara.

so class was at 4pm.and wek and alif couldnt stop poking me and sam! oh and i told alif i was going for the world stage.told him how to get the tickets and all.but i couldnt explain fully coz pak agi was back from his office. and in between during our short break alif threatened to poke me with his pen until we our diploma level ended if i didnt help him get the tickets.told him i'll go jump to the degree program after my 3rd sem and he was like "aku ikut ke kau!"
hahahaah.funniest dudes alive!

so now im back home doing my assignment which is due tomorrow. so i shall stop now and finish my assingment first!

hahaha

toodles!
x

La Dee Dum

2009-08-02T22:47:00.000-07:00

look who i met yesterday!

hahaa it was friggen random.
went to the curve with sara
saw the mtv world stage roadshow
after it was done i was like i want a picture with her
dragged sara
and asked for a picture.haha
yay :)

oh and i'll be updating tonight.
sorry for ignoring this blog.hhahah

RIP Yasmin Ahmad.

2009-07-25T22:53:00.000-07:00

RIP Yasmin Ahmad
Al-Fatihah.
You will be missed.

I'm a dancing sandwich.

2009-07-22T00:43:00.000-07:00

sorry dear blog for not updating you.

hahah.before i start anything i just want to add another weird thing that happened.

tuesday morning my class was canceled. so i was home watching tv.

i was alone. and there wasnt anything good on the tv and i flipped to the AXN channel and then i saw Tyson Ritter on tv. i was like eh wtf.so weird. hahaa so yeah he was acting in House for a while. i mean its like freaking weird you know.and then on the radio i heard 'I wanna' and im like coool! hahahah

anywaaays. college has been the same. still procrastinating.

i try not too.but i just dont feel like picking up mayjah thick books and searching for tiny bits of information.hahaha lazyy!!and one day we went to the bookstore in bukit jelutong and sam saw those paper strips you use to make stars.she thought me how to make them and i went overboard.i couldnt stop doing it.hhaaha my fingers were itching to fold all the strips.haha i eneded up doing most of it anyways.sorry sam!

hhahaha and now sam has this habit of always pulling my beanie down. which resulted in one amusing video and me being faceless for a few minutes.

and research writing got cancelled because of i dont know what reasons but hey at least i have more time to do my assingment! im still not done with it actually.more procrastinating which should stop.hahaha oh and in the picture you could actually see mel's head.

oh and we had our management dinner thingy.it was fine i guess. ate and watched some performances.hhahaa even some lecturers performed!
thats pretty much it i guess.i dont know what to write.no wait. i forgot. someone from my class is suspected with H1N1. and today about 5 people got sick. and here's a random photo from the silat demonstration.

they were pretty cool! especially the part where they used weapons.i love the way they did the knife flippy thingy.i'll look cool if i do that.hahaha

i effing have it.i have my friggen voucher for the tickets.god please let me get to the 15th of august smoothly. i need to see them.

x

I need a direction

2009-07-17T18:15:00.000-07:00

this is not cool and weird at the same time.

over the past few weeks or months i've been addicted to the all american rejects. their songs are awesome.

when they first came out i wasnt really like a big ass fan.i just enjoyed their music and so on.

but one fateful night i was listening to a bunch of tunes and decided to listen to theirs.

and i was pretty much blown away. i only played their song on my mp3 and i kept skipping other songs to listen to theirs.

and when my headphones died out on me i used practically half of my weekly allowance to get new ones because i want/needed to listen to AAR.

and now thanks to elsa for the information, they're coming down here.

when i read what she wrote on my twitter i felt bile rising in my throat,my hands were shaking, my heart was beating faster and i couldnt breathe.

when i went to bed that night i was rolling around and it hit me.

this was a fucking sign man. i mean i've been obsessed over them and then they're coming down here.it was like..dude.wtf wei.kinda freakish because at college i'll be like "i wish they'd come down here.i'd pay big bucks to see them." and now...BAM.they're coming.

im going to find a way to get the tickets.if not i'll have to call upon my other friends to get the tickets i guess.

i cannot miss this.i'll probably cry if i dont get the tickets.

and here's the best part.xpax customers get free tickets.and i lost my xpax sim card.

wth right.

and i think you need to be 21 to be eligible to get it kot.im not sure.

maybe khalida will get lucky and win some tickets.hahaha like how she did for sunburst.

god help me.

x

There's Nothing Else I Can Say

2009-07-17T03:47:00.000-07:00

hello hello.

im back for the weekend but im going back sunday night. if the part 1 is having their performance on that night.yes yes.i finally saw them.on wednesday night because the part 5 who were inducting them asked all the TEKA students to go to the room opp pancha delima for an icebreaking session.hahah sam had to drag her ass all the way there tho.poor sam.hahaha i envy this part ones.why?because they dont have to do their trademark after introducing themselves.i had to. its kinda embarassing.hahaha but hey i love my part 6 tormentors!hahaha they're nice la actually.so the part 5 asked us to just stand and introduce ourselves so we did it la. at least no trademark.hahaha the event was just short la. and then i saw of my fav seniors that i havent met yet since the semester started.still cuddly as i remember.hahah

oh and one of my dream came true that night..what's my dream..?...

i got to drive sam's myvi.

yes.her myvi.eh sorry la.i really love that car! its so smooth.after driving it..my need for a myvi grew stronger.one day myvi.one day.wait for me.

so yes classes have started already and im already having loads of assignments already!and its only the 2nd week! 4 assignments! one is due next tuesday and i havent even started on it! die.

and im taking tarian tradisional for koko. yea.shut up. i just want to see what its like la k.

hey..i'll update later.

i need to take a shower right now. im going back to college around 8 for the silat demonstration.

must start collecting coupons!

x

it's just the way the medication made me.

2009-07-11T07:59:00.000-07:00

so on thursday night..mel planned this outing before our time gets consumed with college stuff such as events and assignments. she wanted to bring us to this place call bangkok connexion and then go karaoke after that.now at first when we were planning how much we would spend and we each were going to fork out RM70.now that is one big amount for it. why? including our drink and the karaoke.i dont karaoke so im like why should i use my money?i dont think i'll go..mel was all cool with it but she was upset because thira bailed earlier.so it was just like sara,ekin, wanie,ejat and mel only. and then when we went to wanie's room ekin said she didnt want to go. then mel got all upset and she was like oh ejat tgh panas bla bla bla.so the only reason i went is because she was blabbing and i wanted to shut her up.haha ekin also agreed to go in the end.

we left puncak around 9pm.when i said drink not by alcohol yea.i dont drink.arrived at bangkok and saw a few of mel's friends. honestly.the night started out slowly. we were fucking sleepy and bored. mel was talking to her friends at that point. so we were asking when we could leave for the karaoke and we left after 12am. went to the karaoke place at times square and we were there till idk what time. at that point i was a fucking zombie already.i slept in the car and when they wanted to eat i slept at the mamak.they stopped at the gas station to lepak and wait for the atm machine to go on i was sleeping. got into puncak and i was still sleeping.the i went to my room, throwed everything on the floor and slept. and during the period when i started sleeping i was going in and out of sleep.i heard them tell the pak guard something to let them bring the car in and then the alarm in the car went off at the gas station because sara unlocked the door from inside.

haha and i was fucking on time in class the next day.i thought it was 9.30am but it turned out to be 10.34am.i was lucky the lecturer was nice and she didnt lock the door.haha and she wanted to do the ice breaking session.after the class introduced ourselves she wanted to do some public speaking thing and was like okay.tell the class something they dont know about you. haha i listed down everything that not that many people know.so when it was my turn i went up front and started telling them about my unknown thingy's.

nana:i love animals..like alot of animals
ekin: KAMBINNGGG!!!
sam: you take pictures of dead animal..
nana:uhh..yeah we'll get to that part later...like ekin said.goat. when i have alot of money im going to build a farm and breed llama's goats and cows.and yes i do take pictures of fresh dead animals as a sort of artsy way.like you all know.the dead monkey.
sam: the monkey! we had to drive her all the way up there because she wanted a picture of it.
nana: yes and here's a fact.did you know sea monkeys mate for like 24 hours or more.i had one and they were like stuck together swimming around for a whole day.

and then

nana:i collect toys from mcdonalds.and i watch bob the builder and thomas and friends.im amazed at talking trains and what bob is made of.

haha those were along the lines of what happend when i was speaking.and the lecturer said i was the weirdest person or something like that.hahahaha.

so thats just about what happend and here are some pictures below.i didnt feel like taking alot of pictures that night.so yeah.these are just it.

these are the pictures with aunty fong and ah cheng at popeyes!

This Could Be The Real World Now

2009-07-11T02:24:00.000-07:00

hello humans.

im back for the weekend.

much has happened.but nothing bad.all is good okay and boring.mwahahahaha i plan on getting something next week. after i collect some ca$h.hahaha i'll try and remember to inform you guys of this particular thing im getting. i finally found it.hahah not some huge rare thing.haha.gila lame.just a cd that i want. been wanting for a week or more now.idk.i lost track of time.

so onto stuff.college. well.i got upset.why.first day already and class started. wtf. i thought at least we got a freaking week off and even if we go to class we'll be released like 10-15 mins later or something.but noo. it was like a full class.god i love last semester.this semester sounds kind of..hard..research writing.i dont know what im going to write about. im choosing between : serial killers, one of time burton's films or i'll go with one of sam's idea for me: the twilight phenomena. i have no idea what to write on!! and for idea and storytelling. im like eh.what is this ah? oh and i am hating mondays now. whyy? because i have classes from 10.30am-12.30pm, 2.00pm-4.00pm and 4.10pm-7.00pm. die la wei. my brain will go beserk on mondays.and i love fridays! my 2nd bel lecturer is nice.hahaha well all the lecturer's i've met are nice.and i got prof hj wan again.hahah the only lecturer from last sem.

and daya dropped out from our class.she didnt want to continue so now we're down to 13 people.yeah an unlucky number but its my lucky number. so we'll see how things go. and dude it is fucking hard to wake up in the morning.i swear i just want to roll around my bed and sleep! and..my apartment house is kinda bleh.thankfully the walls are not filled with leftover double sided tapes but.the door is effed up. yeah we got keys but theres no point! the doorknob is just jammed.so it cant close at all.on to my room.all is well.except i have problems locking my cupboard because both doors are not aligned properly.the right door is lower than the left.and mel's cupboard.well she cant lock it at all.why? because the last occupent purposely left her lock there.no keys. practically everyone in the house went to the maintainence office to report about the door but until now no one came to our house to fix it. ish. i cant even put my books and other stuff outside because anyone from outside can just come in and take it! books nowdays are expensive.

and everyone still looks the same. ahh. and we went out on thursday night but that'll be for another post. pictures need to be resized and uploaded.so i'll get on to that now and create a new post later alright.

x

p.s-its mums birthday tomorrow.i got her baskin robin's ice cream :)

When i see you in a silhouette

2009-07-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

i am friggen sleepy. like super seriously sleepy.

aunty fong came down yesterday.went out to dinner and we stayed up until 3am.haha i was teaching her about facebook. hahah besides that i was packing my things. yeah last minute as usual la. konon nak wake up around 6.30am and go to college before 8am. they didnt tell us what time the registeration was so we assumed it'll start around 8.30am like last sem. arrived there and went to the office and the door was LOCKED. ish. went off to see ekin for a while.sat in her room and talked and at 11am they announced that we could go down and register.i woke up at an ungodly hour for nothing! gah!! after registering we half of our stuff into our room and went back home for our outing with aunty fong and ah cheng.haha

aunty fong had this huge feeling to visit her old high school.drove all the way to idk where and went to her school.hahaa damn cute.she was taking pictures of her school and the pak guard wasnt there and the gate was closed.gila bummer.tak dapat masuk.kinda potong stim la. during the car ride aunty fong and i wanted to pee. okay i am damn particular about where i pee.i was that desprate until i told mel to stop at the first petrol station she sees.haha ended up at one fast food restaurant and we went down to pee..haha gila lega weii..

after seeing where my parents used to live and being told some HIGHlarious stories about my dad and aunt we went to pyramid.haha i got my friggen beanie!!walked around and they bought some stuff.ate at this new place called popeyes..not bad la the food.sedap sedap :)
they chilled at our place for an hour or so and left for genting.jealous wei.

so tomorrow i dont think i have classes but we'll go and see if any of the lecturers are in. who knows. first day i might have classes.*please no class please no class*
and i have to clean my college room up..its all dusty in the cupboard.malas wei. i'll post some pictures up when i can go online.prob somewhere this week. have a nice week people :)

x

No matter how far wherever you are.

2009-07-03T07:25:00.000-07:00

FLASH OF DOOM!!

yes.my flash will fucking blind you.

yeah the flash to my phone is quite bright.scratch that.its super bright that after you take a picture there will be that funny dot that just stay there in you eye.it'll take a couple of minutes for it to go away.hahah ask sara and elsa.hahah the picture above i took yeah i wasnt pretending to sleep. the flash was just too freaking bright my eye was like 'dude.ouch'

haha anyways...today was fun. woke up around 8am to get ready and go to college.but i didnt want to get up.8 freaking am. do you know how early that is? i am going to be in deep shit when i go back to college.hahaha how to wake up for the 8.3oam classes.gone case.ahahaha pfft. okay left the house only around 10.30am because sam was waiting for her car and mel was getting ready.

met sam there and we went to the office to ask whatever questions that needed to be asked and then we saw Pn Kenchana..talked to her for a while.after she left we sat down at the stairs and talked about some stuff.

then sam wanted to go eat and she said she need to find a dress and off to pyramid we went.i went in sam's car cause lil pint size heard wrong and thought mel said summit. afraid she got lost so she asked me lo. arrived at pyramid and we went to some dress shop and helped sam. dresses were quite pricey and we thought that if we walked around we'd find some other nicer dress so yeah. before we went hunting for whatever we needed we went to eat....sushi. yes.someone was craving sushi.coughsamcough.hahaha

oh and after we ate there was this ice skating competition thingy going on.sam got excited and she wanted to watch it for a while.hahaha i think it was the pairs division and the 2 performance that i watched was entertaining.haha a batman and joker.there was like a mini gotham city!haha gila cute wei.

oh and sam and i were looking for beanies.yeah my stripey one is stretched so im looking for a new one now.and i can say.we finally found a freaking like hat shop there. i've been going to pyramid to ages and i actually forgot about the place.ish.sam got a beanie
but i didnt get one.im broke leh.hahaha lookie!pint size and her new beanie!

so we left pyramid around 3pm. got back and just stoned infront of the tv.haha and im finally enjoying watching the biggest loser.there was a certain thing that was not making me enjoy the show for a few days now.so all's good :)

and i really should start packing.college reg is this sunday.and i've only packed my shirts.pants undies and so on are still unpacked.argh.babi.im so lazy.

below are the other overdue pictures from the night of sara's fashion show. yeap.elsa and me camwhoring in sara's room and also the restraunt where we had dinner.haha

x

p.s- dad's coming home tomorrow and aunty fong is coming :) :)

Question

2009-07-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

im really curious la..why does headache's exists?no srsly. this is one of the time where my mind starts to wonder..a few months ago i got my answer as to why shit is only like brownish colour. yeah i question as to why we cant shit our favourite colour. philbert knows all about this question of mine.hahaha.

sorry.flew off topic for a while.

earlier this evening while watching the biggest loser (so inspirational must start losing weight now.) i suddenly had this massive headache. i couldnt even bend down because it felt like my brain was just swelling and my skull does not have enough room for it. i just wanted to lie down and not move at all. but then as usual la. mum and sis calling to do stuff la. took some pill but that took like an hour to kick in. and during that hour i felt like vomitting. and my stomach started hurting. oh and my head was still pounding. i only felt better like an hour ago.and i was quite famished. i hate you headache.

oh and tomorrow morning at an ungodly hour of 9.30am i'll be meeting sam at college. why? because we are both utterly confused with what we're suppose to do for registeration and all that other stuff. and as to why i call 9.30am an ungodly hour is because during my sem break i've been waking up after 12pm or either 2pm. yeah i have no idea how im going to wake up for class when sem starts.die lo.

ahhh and i've been into this song for quite a while now. and im going to the addicted stage now. long live taylor swift!

x

No Turning Back

2009-07-01T23:24:00.000-07:00

humans.kindly miss me when im gone. whyyy. because im going back to college this sunday. my happy face is not on. dont get me wrong.i love where im studying. i love the course im taking. butttt. i dont want to stay in college. yeah.

i really envy sam. she dosent stay there. i jeles sama you la wei.

when im home i dont mind being alone in my room but when im there.i cant stay alone in my room. im scared. yeah all those weird scary stories my seniors told me.um yeah. and i even saw what happened once and yeah i got all the more terrified. and when i off the lights to my room to sleep i'd shut my eyes and listen to my mp3 in a super loud volume. sorry la but its scary! even my old roomate commented on the fact that im always wearing my headphones on. the only time i dont wear it when im in my room is when im taking a shower or having a conversation with my roomates. so now because of that my hearing got worse. yeah if you speak softly i cant really hear because it sounds muffled.

*sigh* i really hope all goes well this sem.sam and i have new resolutions. i think im going to try and maintain to be in the dean's list. sam said it'll help if i want to apply for a scholarship and i do want to go a study elsewhere...like in a diff country.*cough*london*cough*.yes and also we shall not procrastinate! oh and i think i'll try to be in class like 5-10 mins earlier.not late or on time.hahaha bad bad.

anyways...aunty fong will be coming down on saturdayy! i cant wait. she's like one of my few favourite aunt. at least i have something to look forward to before i go back to college.and plus the fact that my mum has been in a bloody good mood for the past few days.hahah

x

Bugger

2009-06-30T05:51:00.000-07:00

i admit.something must be wrong with me.im itching for a fight/argument.

especially with my brother.

whyy? the fact is that during new years..i found out dearest brother of mine is embarrassed of me and my sister...because we're FAT.

yeah. my dad said that and my brother didnt deny it. so yeah.its true. he dosent want fat sisters.

i just remembered that today and idk.i was itching for an argument or to just lash out at him.

eventho he's been an egoistical ass i cant help but do things for him or when he asks me a favor. send him here there or anywhere he wants to be sent.

so earlier when i left the laptop running and went off to clean michaelangelo's and toto's bowl he wanted to take the laptop and bring it to aunty didi's house. her laptop was not working so he wanted to go there and fix it. so i started to make a big deal about it. memang takde kerja wei. i was like fine. i dont have a choice now do i.bla bla bla.

hahaha. i fucking hate our computer.slow as hell.i mean when i play RC it will start lagging like there's no tomorrow. babi.

anyways.when he got back aunty didi paid him rm70 for his work and then mum asked for 10 bucks for the petrol money.and when i went to the table for a while and went back to the tv area he wanted to give me 10 bucks. at times idk why i have a great deal of pride, ego and stupidity. free money right? i turned it down. i know my mum told him to give me the ten bucks. and i was all like "no.tak ikhlas. so i wont accept!"

i'd honestly have him give me whatever he wishes to give to me willingly. not being told by my mother! after he left for dinner my mum was telling my sister what happened and she started telling me to just accept the money.bla bla bla. alot of words were said but i was still being stubborn.

too bad then. pride, subborness, ego and stupidity helps at time. haha

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Remember

2009-06-30T01:53:00.000-07:00

i still can't get over the fact that MJ has left us all.

i remember that last year i had to prepare for my audition to get into uni.i had to sing act and dance. i got the first 2 covered but i didnt know what dance to do. in my head i was like im going to do michael jackson's thriller. yeah because that year i knew some of the dance moves to thriller and beat it. but i decided to do a latin dance routine instead because i was afraid those people who will be judging would think i wasnt being serious about their course..

and i actually regreted not doing thriller..why? because some of the guys didnt come prepared for the dance routine and they got through dancing to a song prepared by the judges.

even my mum got annoyed at me for always sticking michael jackson songs into her mp3 when she wants me to upload some good songs into her mp3.and everytime i do it i'd upload MJ's song into it.

in memory of MJ i finally got one of his albums and because of that i am dead beat broke right now. and im happy. in the future when i have kids i can show this album and the others i plan to get to them. so they can know that MJ is and always will be an amzing artist/performer.

long live MJ.we will always love you <3

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Robots in disguise

2009-06-27T06:51:00.000-07:00

in the event of the King of Pop, MJ's death i did not want to blog about anything but him. again RIP.

yesterday was an okay day except getting news of MJ's tragic death.
went to watch transformers 2 at summit.

my plan was to watch transformers on a weekday and in the morning.why? people got school, work and college during that time.hahaha plan la. slept late the night before and mel woke me up around 9am+ and i totally forgotten my awesome plan.then i was itching to get back to sleep but i got up and took my bath and i was like mel get ready..we got the 11.45am show.and guess what.we had the best seats. in the cinemas i love sitting the furthest from the screen and directly in the middle.haha and i got those seats!!haha and the movie was good.beyond good.i wanna watch it again actually. honestly i have to choose which autobots is the awesome-est one i'd choose bumblebee.

he is so fucking robotically cute!!i wish i had a bumblebee transformers robot.hahhaha

on our way back home mel picked intan up. got back home and went online for a while and i had to get ready for sara's fashion show.i was suppose to pick elsa up and be at sara's place by 6pm. mel took about an hour to do my hair.picked elsa up and drove to sara's place. chilled there for a bit while sara got ready and we left together.

the show actually starts at 9pm so elsa and i went to old house kopitiam for dinner.their prawn mee is yummeh! went back to the venue after dinner and talked some more.then this girl who is sara's student join us.her name is sabrina and she's 23 and she imparted good clubbing knowledge to us should any of us decides to go clubbing.the live band was playing and the host was giving out free beer and vouchers.you have to answer questions and do some stuff to get those.haha elsa and i wanted the RM20 vouchers to pay for our nachos and drink..after the fashion show the host came out again and then..

host : bring me two pairs of shoes and you'll get RM20 voucher!
nana : elsa gimme your shoes
*takes off her shoes and i took mine off*
nana: I HAVE THE SHOOEESSS!!!
host: bring them here.
host and me talks for a while and i got the vouchers.haha then sabrina told us to ask if we could use the vouchers because maybe there was something to get before we could use the vouchers and when we read the back i was like fuck. it cant be used for any promotional items, deals and events. we took off our damn shoes for nothing! but yeah.haha. anyways sara's performance was up then and she performed her latin dances.i dont know which one she did tho.haha. after her performance we went to pay for our meal i asked the lady if we could use it and she said usually cannot but i'll make an exception tonight.hahah thanked her and we left.haha said our goodbyes to sara and left.

during the show i wanted kfc and elsa was like okay.haha and we went to the 24hour kfc and it was like closed! blackout i think.ended up going to A&W for waffles.after our waffles i sent elsa back home and arrived home just a little near 12am.

pictures below are from the show.

just to inform you guys.we dont drink.these are just our props.haha

RIP The King Of Pop

2009-06-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

as you all know. this morning on the radio or perhaps the newspaper announced the tragic death of the King of Pop Michael Jackson.

when mel told me about it this morning i thought she was joking around or just telling me a rumor but then i just whipped my phone out and went to the only source i know where i could get hollywood news,perezhilton.com, and the first headline i saw was Michael Jackson Dies After Cardiac Arrest and im like no fucking way.it was fucking weird. i mean i've always thought of MJ as an immortal.he was suppose to live forever! the thought of him passing away is unreal. i wish this was all a bad joke or a rumor.i wish he would just wake up and keep on being awesome.

this is practically one of the saddest moment in not only my life but all his other fans aswell.we grew up listening to him and im probably going to die listening to him if i dont lose my hearing. his legacy will always live on and he will forever remain a legend.

RIP The King Of Pop Michael Jackson
August 29,1958 - June 25,2009
(pics from perezhilton.com)

My Wonderland

2009-06-24T09:57:00.001-07:00

okay so today i went out with miss sara.yes sirree. we went to pyramid and had lunch at sushi king. we actually wanted to TRY and get tickets for transformers 2 but hell.the line was friggen long wei. gave up and walked around.on the way down from the cinema we saw some guy..umm.did something that was quite hillarious. but i shant say what tho..hahah sara couldnt forget about that guy.anyways we went to gloria jeans because i just wanted to redeem my free drink. sat around there and played with our new phones.yeah she got that new HTC thingy. after that we tried the movies again but the line was still long and decided to just go to summit instead.

yeah smart us left during the traffic hour. babi. almost took an hour to reach summit and what did we do in her car? played games on her phone of course! yeah there was this game that was quite nerve wrecking.idk how to explain it but in other words..if you are one short tempered impatient fellow then do not play that game.you'd just want to throw the phone to the wall to release your tension-ness towards the game.hahaha arrived at summit around 8 something and decided to watch drag me to hell..had about an hour to kill before the movie and we went to the arcade and thats when all hell broke loose.we went crazy over those machines that had giant hooks and you grab the toys.yeah sara managed to get one and she gave it to me and then i saw a pumpkin in one of the machine and i wanted it and we spent idk how much trying to get is. stupid hook should not shake once the toys are in our grasp.bloody babi wei.so fucking close.she got hold of the pumpkin the whole idk how many rounds we were playing and the hook was like so eeee. gave up after that and went to kfc because i got hungry.haha

oh and before that sara bought new nose studs.and she wanted to change her studs and guess what.her nose stud couldnt come out. yeah like literally.she was like i cant get it out.and she was literally tugging it and hell for me it would've been painful and i told her to go ask the dude how to get it out.she came back and said she had to put water or lotion on it to get it out.went to the toilet after i ate and that didnt work and we went back to the store.haha the dude was already closing up and i knocked on his "window" and asked for help.hahah even he couldnt pull it out then i started suggesting pliers.haha then he was like maybe i can cut it.im just like go for it.hahaah managed to get it out by cutting the top and inserting the new stud and pushing the old one out. it was gross when i told sara to blow the old one out and she did and it flew to my foot. gross.hahahah

left for our movie after that.and the movie was just okay la. managed to terkejut-kan me here and there but there were some parts that were quite funny la.she dropped me off home after that so here i am back home now..

another story now...a few months ago or was it last year i heard that tim burton was doing his version of alice in wonderland and let me tell you i was over the roof!! i've been watching his films ever since i was a kid and yeah i do love his work!if there's a word beyond love then that is what i feel for tim burton and his films.and a few days ago a few pictures of the characters we released and i wanted to shit my pants. yes.i was THAT excited.hahaha i so cant wait for this movie! its like waiting for twilight all over again.oh besides alice in wonderland i cant wait for new moon either.ahahaha and right now i wanna watch tranformers 2!

Reunited

2009-06-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

guess what....

MY KANCIL IS BACK HOME!!

after 3 fucking weeks!my god. the pedals felt weird under my feet.thats probably the longest i've never driven and let me tell you it feels odd. i was pressing the brakes too hard and i probably just stomped on the accelerator.

anyways as some of you know my bro got into an accident.oh yeah he's fine but it was his fault. like i said dont be too overconfident on the road. i learned my lesson after my accident. this was the damage my brother did to the car.i forgot what car exactly hit him. this happened at the junction near my old school.he didnt wait for his turn and just went and a car came and hit the kancil.

now that i have the car back i am going to drive around till i puas hati.hahahaha oh and guess what!! shikara is back home!! yes! i cannot wait to see her! she's going off to college soon and i prob wont see her. this time i really hope i can see her la.the last time she came down we didnt get to see each other.please please please let me see her!

in other news i had manhattan fish market today! yeah i got those RM10 vouchers and thought i might aswell use it.hahaha and i couldnt find the white chocolate i wanted to get for my dad for his father's day gift.why so late?well we spent the day in the car driving back to kl from penang.and at night everyone was so tired my dad even slept directly after we got home.haha tomorrow i'l go find that chocolate someplace else!hahaha

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I <3 Taylor

2009-06-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

more from the awesome miss taylor swift! this is the opening for the CMT awards.haha HIGHlarious!!

My New Baby

2009-06-21T23:56:00.000-07:00

okay we'll start off with my new phone first.haha here's the deal. wednesday night my parents came home at night and my mum came in first but my dad stayed out to talk to my bro.and i was still phone-less then.

so in my head i was just suspecting that my dad gave the phone to my bro to charge or something like that and im just like waiting to see when he'll give it to me.

so the next day we left for penang and when we arrived at the first stop and got down to stretch about and then when we sat down my dad was like "nana go get my wallet in the car.its in the arm rest" so i went off to get it. and here's the funny part. we've had the honda accord for about 2-3 years now and i had no idea the arm rest had a compartment.so i was looking in the other compartments, the side of the car and anywhere that a wallet could fit.then about 2 mins later mel came and was like "arm rest! arm rest!" and she pulled the arm rest up and i took the wallet and something on top of the wallet.then i saw it.hahah my new phone and i looked at mel and was like "am i suppose to find this or not? if not i'll put it back." and she said "yeah i think you are kot." hahaha why did i ask if i were to find it or not? lets just say for the past few years i sort of always ruin my surprises.like how i saw my mum buy my SP t shirt. how i knew my dad was buying me something from the NMBC store. and also how i walked in on my dad wrapping my birtday present.hahaha FAIL. so fine.i got sort of surprised for this year.hahaha

anyways i friggen love my new phone! i knew i made the right choice by picking it! its so pretty!! haha i couldnt stop jakuning with the flashlight thingy.hahahah

Soon

2009-06-21T10:33:00.000-07:00

updates on the wedding soon!!

i need to upload and resize the pictures but i'll get to that later.

right now i just want to crawl into bed and sleep.

oh and for the first time in about idk how long my dad sort of surprised me.haha and i'll get to that later aswell.

now.sleep!

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Gone.

2009-06-17T11:19:00.000-07:00

yeah i'll be going to penang later this morning.its 2.32am and im not even packed yet. yeah my parents want to leave at 9am but no one's done packing yet.hahah we're sure as hell going to leave late.

im going to miss my charlie :(

4 days is ages.

Thug Story

2009-06-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

haha this has got to be the coolest thing ever!

Waiting Patiently

2009-06-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

yeah. i'll be going to penang tomorrow.and i'll be back on sunday i think.

Miracle Worker.

2009-06-16T04:31:00.000-07:00

okay so slept around 8am.why? yeah i was playing restaurant city and pet society.hahah im addicted! so yeah mel woke me up around one because the cleaners arrived and i had to go down. freaking groggy wei.then mel was like im going to cut my hair.and im like noww?and i just wanted to shut the world out and go back to sleep.

decided to go tho because im going to penang on thursday and my hair was in need of cutting.haha as usual we went to sakura hair studio in shah alam.my 2nd time there.haha okay so the first time i went there i got a hairstylist that goes by the name of bryan.haha nice guy and he created my hairstyle.haha so anyways went there and he remembered us!hahaha he was like..you punya rambut curly kan? hahaha anyways we were at the saloon for close to 5 hours.why so long? bryan had a customer that was doing rebonding lo. then we had to wait until he was finish and it took my hair close to an hour to be done.hahaha i originally wanted to just trim my hair and cut my fringe but then he was like 'nak tak i buat sama length.hari tu depan panjang kita buat lain.' and again i was like 'okay i trust you la.you buat ikut hati you la.'and again.he was amazing.i fucking love my new hair!!!

i swear to god the pictures do not do justice to what bryan did.hahaha thank you bryan!hahaha

and so babi la. on the way back home my mum called and told me that the colour for the phone that i want aint available.babi betul.only got the blue one.sorry la. but i want the red one.its prettier! now i have to wait.damn you la whoever who is responsible for this! i just feel the need to blame someone.hahahah.i was so looking forward to getting it today or tomorrow but nooo.now i dont know when i'll get it!!fucker.

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Chronicles

2009-06-15T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hello hello.

okay so i decided to have a new blog. yeah just for kicks. there are some things that i want to share with the world and some things that i dont wish to share with the world. so therefore i have a public and private blog.i do need to vent sometimes.haha

anyways. as some of you know my phone has been an ass to me. yes. i cant charge my phone at all. i've been charging my phone using the computer.yeah you know those cables to upload pictures and the likes of that? i've been using that and let me tell you something.its not working.ass. i've been charging my phone since like around 8pm and now its 1.40am and its still flat.bodoh punya phone. i srsly cant wait to get my new phone la.hopefully before thursday.

cute aint it? hahah

why by thursday? well its because i'll be going back to penang for kak eida's wedding. yeap.another cousin getting married! i cant wait but at the same time im worried.we'll be gone for about 4 days. i do have 3 cats you know.most importantly my charlie.who's going to give her fresh food? dudes.cats are picky eaters.they know when their food aint fresh.

and btw.di got me addicted to restaurant city.yeah that game on facebook. i was playing that until 5am.must stop playing.anyways.i'll blog later.im going to play some games for a while and then sleep.haha

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