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uh hello.
okay so yeah sorry for the lack of updates. i havent been using the internet in ages. well yeah i do come online but it'll be for only like 1o mins or so and then its bed time.
okay so im still getting used to being a degree student and being away from my old classmates. sigh.i miss my diploma class like mad okay. i havent had the chance to get to know my classmates really well because most of our classes are mixed with the other courses.yeah like the animation, writing and all that. so there'll be like a bunch of people and i dont know who my classmates are.i only know like 2 of them now i guess.i mean i know their names and all that.hahah
so anywaays. classes have been okay i guess.we're dropping some subjects cause apparently we've taken the same subject in our diploma.so yeaah.that part is still not settled yet because we ourselves arent sure weather we've taken it or not.you know it might be the same name but different content.hm.who knows right but def for sure we're gonna settle the whole thing and then we'll have one less thing to worry about. oh and we got En Zan teaching us for one class! hahaa he's a fun teacher okay! but we're having his classes at night so at least i wont be sleepy.morning classes makes me sleepy and hence the reason why i cant concentrate sometimes.
and im also trying to get the hang of waking up early in the morning for classes.well most of my classes starts at 10.30am but because of armand's classes which are at 8.30am we have to wake up to send him to class. so yeaaah.i mean i have been getting enough sleep i guess but not as much as when i was on holiday.i'd be hibernating for 12 hours but now its just like 4-6 hours.its a shock to the body i tell you. and when i wake up its still dark outside.its not right i tell you! the sun should be up first then us.hahahaha well i love sleep okay. so yeah i've been living on wonka sweets in class to stay awake.it'll all be finished by the end of the day tho because i'd be sharing it with wek and mel.haha so that means i need to stock up on my supplies.if not.zzzzz.

okay so i really have no idea what to write now.prolly update later when i have an idea on what to blog about.hahaha okay so now im gonna finish typing some stuff out so that'll be one work less to finish.
toodles!
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A1

remember like how years ago back in the 90's the boyband era was in full swing? yeah so my all time favourite band was A1.like seriously.i freaking love them.haha their songs and also their boy-ish good looks.and i had the most biggest crush ever on Ben Adams.



yes his hair and his cute lil boyish face.and when he sings and his voice and when he gives that cute smile of his.yes.back then the swoon factor went over the roof okay. so yeah as years passed on A1 broke up and that was that. the boyband era slowly started to fade away and i started listening to other kinds of genres in music. i sort of forgot about the boyband era as i started to grow up and all that...but last sunday i was cleaning my room and i didnt want my room to be filled with guitar riffs and heavy drumming so i was like what the hell am i going to listen to now? then i saw it.my A1 cd.

haha yes Here We Come!haha i was playing that cd on repeat and singing along while mopping the floor.haha and i was like kinda shocked cause i actually remembered the lyrics! like the whole songs okay!i was singing along to ready or not like a bazillion times. haha god damnit i miss those days when mtv would play all their videos and have those like special segments about them and i'd just sit in front of the tv and plaster my face to the screen whenever they come on.haha so anyways i got curious about what they were doing now.each are having their own solo projects and all that.and then i got curious about ben.like how did he look like now after all these years when the last picture i saw of him was like god knows how many years ago.so i googled him. and ohmygod.he got even hotter okay.i was like ooooh daayumm! age has been good to you ben!haha he was still good looking as ever but gone was that innocent looking squeaky clean boy and in those pictures i saww.A MAN.hahah

look at the sexiness that is ben!

bwahahah! i seriously didnt expect him to be this sexy! i wanna put a picture of him like the one on the attitude magazine cover but i think my mum and dad wont be too happy if they see a full size HQ picture of him naked and his member being covered.hahahaa!so okay im done going gaga over his hotness!
hahahaha
toodles!
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Ready Or Not

okay so today was the first day of the semester. since i got into the degree program as usual everything was sort of starting from scratch again. woke up bright and early and woke mel and armand up aswell. it felt weird waking up early and going to college again.ngeh.prolly get used to it in a few weeks.haha so yeah arrived in puncak and saw liyana bj.we chilled with bj until like 10.30 cause she had class then. sarah joined us later.we went to the office to send in our files and then after that it was like what are we suppose to do now?oh and the office people gave us a file each where our subjects and all the other things were in there and guess whaat.i have to take up a 3rd language! i have a choice of italian, mandarin or japanese. i wanted to take italian first cause yeah it sounded awesome and it might be easier to learn i guess but my parents wanted me to take mandarin. my mum kept telling me to take mandarin cause my dad speaks mandarin so he could teach us aswell so it'll be easier.and everyone else is saying i should take mandarin.so im guessing i'll be taking mandarin then.
after settling the college stuff we went off for lunch at mcd and then we chilled there for god knows how long until mel called tajol. wek wasnt picking up his phone and yeah the boys are housemates and stuff.tajol, fizul,alif and fareez were at kandang so we drove to kandang but we dropped sarah back home first. chilled with them for a while and ohmygod la those boys i tell you! they couldnt stop like poking us about the fact that we got into the degree program.haha everything we say they'll turn it and say "yeah.its a degree thing.we're just diploma."
that was basically how my first day went.just like that.and when i got back home my dad was speaking mandarin to me.class havent started yet and he's doing it already.pergh. my mum even said once class starts we're gonna have to start speaking mandarin to our dad.haha next thing you know im gonna rojak all 3 languages once i understand mandarin.
hahahah
so yeah right now im sleepy as hell.im gonna go get my stuff ready for tomorrow and read some Harry Potter and then its bed time.so good night y'all!
im gonna try and remember to take pictures in college to fill up the blog! i keep forgetting.hahaha
night!
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BFS

leave me be.im gonna rave about my love for Bowling For Soup.

yeah i know they came out waay before Girl All The Bad Guys Want but i was a fan after i heard that song and saw the video. remember the time when cassettes were still in exsistance? yeah if im not mistaken it was either me or my brother who bought the Bowling For Soup's drunk enough to dance cassette.hahaha and i couldnt stop listening to the friggen thing non stop! this band was different from all of the other bands i've ever listened to.i bought their cd's aswell.haha this band makes me beyond HAPPY.their music is totally amazing and when i say different believe me IT IS different.the lyrics are like whoaa! i've never heard any band like that so that def makes them special in my book :)


and their videos.ohmygod la. so amusing okay! i mean seriously dudes. my all time favourite would be girl all the bad guys want and also 1985. fucking funny as hell! yeah sure there are alot of funny videos that are parodies and stuff but somehow BFS makes it special.thats why i love them for it. i wish they would come down here tho.i will be lining up hours before the concert starts and i will be speechless as hell if i ever have the chance to meet them one daay! BFS for liiife <3 style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">

Germany

yes germany won the match against argentina.
i remember a few weeks ago when the world cup started i was rooting for like argentina, germany, france and england.
but then when it came down to choosing just one team i rooted for germany.
4 years ago i was rooting for them.and 4 years later i still am rooting for them.
my loyalties in the world cup lies with germany.always have!
next world cup i will still be rooting for them. when im old an in my wheelchair i'll still do the same!
*even if i cant keep my eyes open to watch them.i bet you when im old i'll start dozing off easily haha*
no matter what they will always have my support in this!
go germany!make all of us who are rooting for you proud!

Scrumdiddlyumptious

i had a super kick ass day today.i sweaar.haha okay so today was the fourian fare.yes my old school. i havent stepped foot in that school ever since i left it. i was always meaning to go visit one day so finally that day came when mel said the school was having a carnival thingy.why the heck not.so we planned to go with mona..i thought we would go at 10 or something since the fare started at 8am..but mel said we'll go at 12.well duh she was sleeping and i woke her up.haha..so got ready around 11 something and we left.ohmygod we had to circle the school twice to get parking okay.finally found one at the housing area opposite the school. we went through the field since they build a walkway there.didnt have it during my time.ish. i remembered last time i had to cut through the muddy field to get back home.my shoes were constantly muddy.so anyways while we passed the canteen me and mel were like reminicing our time when we were in school.
we passed that bench thingy near the guard house and i flashbacked to the time where i was sitting there early in the morning with my friends just talking to them about god knows what until we started meeting up in the canteen instead.they had the flying fox thing.my jaw just like dropped.A FLY FOX IN SCHOOL.HOW THE HELL DID THEY MANAGE THAT?! yeah the girls toilet 3rd floor.people were like coming down from there but not using the stairs okay.flying fox style.and then i saw the tapak perhimpunan.got damn jealous okay.why didnt WE have it back in OUR time in school.yeah like a kick ass big fair carnival thingy.siigh.what to do.
so anyywaays.met mona somewhere amongst the tents.2 of mel and mona's friends were there but i didnt catch their name.hehe. so yeaah it got damn hot after that. i was sweating like mad.walked around looking at the stalls and i had no idea what to buy.mel gave me her rm20 coupon to buy whatever i want.i didnt know what! i wasnt even hungry but i had to use it right.so i bought 3 cupcakes.and some soft drinks.and i had rm16 left.bought mona some drinks aswell tho and since i didnt know what to do with the coupons i bought candy. and gave some to mona. and then we walked around some more and again i had like rm7 worth of coupons. mona left around 1 something to go someplace so me and mel went wandering around the place some more and we bought more drinks that cost us like rm2 but we gave the girl all our coupons.yeah we had no idea what to use them for! i wanted to go upstairs to see the classrooms and the toilet and stuff to see if anything changed..mel walked into the bilik guru and talked to her old teacher and guess what we just found out.they changed the class name.yeah.there's no more cempaka, anggerik, melur, rafflesia and all that.so far the only ones i caught were mozart and aristotle.and yeaah i was quite sad la cause..like the names of the class were apart of the school when it started and then it just changed.the cempaka class is no longer in exsistance. RIP old cempaka class.you will be missed.*tears* oh and i noticed they extented the bilik guru.i felt that something was different when i was outside the door and im like ehhhh they extended it! so there's MORE teachers now.haha
okay so anywaaays we walked around and mel was snapping pictures of me and the crowd below.haha we passed by our old classrooms and they now have projectors.umm.yeah.spotted it in the old rafflesia class.never had projectors back in OUR days.haha im getting all jealous of the usj 4 students now. the school is so pretty now okay! yeah some things maintain but there was this really pretty painting on the wall outside the art class and outside of the school office.ohmygod la.got trophy case and that whole area looked damn fancy. but yeah we went up the stairs to the girls toilet. lets just say that part maintained but it was uhh...more decorated? couldnt go in tho cause of the flying fox thingy was outside the girls toilet so yeah.got told to leave.next time i'll come visit you dear toilet.haha walked around some more and then when we were done we left cause i wanted to go to empire..pictures of the fare beloww!

okay so after the fare we went to empire shopping gallery.its been open for a while but i never went there before.so finally i got to see the place.it was okay i guess.found this really cool ass shop where the tshirts are beyond funny/cool.haha walked around some more and i wanted some wonka candy so went into the grocerry place thingy and got them.pretty much went mad when i saw them. choices choices.decision decision.haha finally got what i wanted paid and left.mel then wanted to treat me to some sushi as an early birthday present to we went to parade for sushi.ohmygod.so yummy okaay. prawns, crabsticks, baby octopus.uggh.moreee.hahah after sushi we walked around for a bit and then we went hooomee.














overall today was a very very very very super duper awesome day. fourian fare, sushi and wonka candy.what more could i ask for?

yes im a very very happy girl :)

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Westbound & Down

alrighty so today was the registeration for the degree thingy right. and guess what.my eyes decided to be super mean to me.they didnt want to get tired.buggers. yeah so guess what.i slept only around 6.30++ and woke up around 7am.and obviously i had like the whole i'll get up in 5 mins thing.wek apparently woke mel up because he didnt sleep. so while mel was busy talking to wek i took my shower and got ready. i was already ready by 8am and then mel told me we're gonna pick sarah up at the ktm at around 8.40-9am like that. damn sad okay.i could've gotten an extra 30 mins of sleep if she told me earlier.sobbb.haha so we checked all the documents while waiting for sarah's call and we left when she finally called.picked her up at the ktm station near parade there and we went to puncak to meet up with wek and get the documents that were apparently needed for the registeration course.we checked earlier and the office told us we didnt need it but apprently its compulsary to have the document.siigh.arrived at puncak and we drove around trying to spot wek's car and we waited for him.he joined us and we went to the office to get the other things done for the registeration.so we filled in the forms and all and waited for our documents. saw some lecturers hanging around the office and then ayah agi came and we went up to ayah agi's office. he signed some of the things that needed signing and he was explaing to us about the whole jump to degree program.basically the benefits of it all. we left after like 20 mins to get our letter from the office.got the letter and we headed to kandang because wek didnt print out any of the documents that was needed for this degree registeration. so we chilled at kandang while he filled out his forms and all that and we headed to mcd at shah alam to wait for the lunch hour to be over.we ate our lunch and chilled and wek was sleepy and he dozed off.yes.i have pictures but im nice so i wont post them up here.haha. so yeah i was like wifi-ing through my phone and sam was like spamming my wall with random messages.haha so spam war went on for a while and she kept on telling me to go online.kept on saying my phone can't do that and she kept on insisting i get my arse online.sigh.haha she finally realized i said phone after a few comments.hahah so she called me and we were like chatting on the phone about stuff.yeaah stuff. then mel and wek said they had to go send fareez some of his stuff that was in weks car so im like alright cause i didnt think it would take that long and after being on the phone for an hour with sam they still werent back.i was getting worried coz the registertation ended at 4pm and it was like 3.20pm by the time they arrived.thira lead the way with another car cause we didnt know where the place was.got there and we had to fill out more stuff and it was like being in diploma all over again when i first registered.but this took just a short while because there was no one left.haha got a new file and then got my picture taken for my new student card. and yeah the guy who took my picture was wek's friend.he was friendly and all telling me he needed my id and file and rm25.i thought he was serious so i took my ic out and my wallet to take out some cash and he just said he was joking.hahaha i felt damn stupid after that.gullible. he checked my id and then he asked if i was from this course and all and i said yeah and he said he had a friend in that course so i asked who, what course, diploma and degree and the guy answered and said his friend's name was wek.hahahahaahha small world man.i was like wek? oh he's coming in soon.he's still in the other registeration room.im his friend.hahaha then wek came and was all like heeey this is my friend from the office.hahaha again.such a small world. so everyone got their picture taken and then we were done.it took the whole day but only a 15min process to get everything registered.hahahah so yeahh sarah went back with thira and wek followed us to get his car at mcd. after dropping him off we headed back home.and here i am.sleepy and tired but glad that there wasnt any problems with the registration. college starts on monday so im gonna just be chilling during the weekend enjoying the last days of my semester break. oh and i toook a few pictures today. not that many tho cause i was tired as helll.hahah

mel.she drove us all over the place today.hahaahah
no one is allowed to drive the savvy but now armand gets to drive it.
im still scared shitless after what happened the last time i drove it.haha

sleepy as hell.

this is sarah! she gets all the information.
god only knows how she does it.
ahahahahha

this is wek.he was bald.

now he has hair.
and i can't call him botak anymore.
BOO.

okay so thats basically it.im going to take a nap right now cause im so freaking close to falling asleep on my laptop.
soooo.good night!
will update later if i feel like it!
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Expectations

so yeah.like i mentioned earlier before.im going to be in my first semester of degree on monday.
its 2 minutes to 5am and i tried going to sleep but i cant. im suppose to be up at 7am so right now i dont see the friggen point in sleeping so im going to rely on some good ol' coffee to last me throughout the day.
i cant stop thinking about things right now. like seriously a lot of things. im going to be honest here.i have no direction in life.i never planned my future when i was in high school.you know.like thinking im gonna take law or be a teacher or some sort.i mean yeah when people ask you what you want to become you pick something but for me i just pick some sort of job that was at the top of me head and just blurt it out.so far i wanted to be a doctor, lawyer, teacher and a vet. i did want to be a stewardess.DID okay.reason why is because i think thats the only thing i can do and hearing my parents story about their time working in the airline business seemed fun and interesting..but now im having doubts.im scared shitless of contacts and im short. and if i do decide to fly and all and lets say i dont get job. what then? i dont have a plan B.
im going on a blabbing frenzy now. after high school i didnt know what i wanted to do.applied for some course at college and i went for the interview and didnt get in..so i took a year off after SPM. i was working different types of jobs during that year and i still didnt know what i wanted to do. so truth be told my dad told me about the course that im currently taking in college.he told me to apply for it. and i went for the interview and i got in. life in college is fun and the things i learn there are cool and stuff.but still. i have options now and im not feeling any of them.whenever like im considering this sort of job in the future my mind just goes blank.all the jobs that i've considered i can never imagine myself doing it. when people know the course im taking in college they assume im going to get into the industry of it all..
but what if right now im doing good in college and graduate but i dont have the knack for the industry? what if i fail at it or if i cant handle the pressure of it all. they still ask me what i want to do once im done with college and my answer will always be: i dont know yet.im just going with the floww.
i know that maybe i shouldnt be thinking about this now but as i mentioned earlier.time IS passing by super fast these days and yeah. i gotta think about what im going to do in life.i need a friggen sign. i feel lost right now.
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The Cycle Begins

damnit.time is flying by so freaking fast i just want to grab hold of it and make it stay at the exact same date and time and not let the hands on the clock move forward. i just want time to go back for a week or two. earlier it just hit me that college is going to start on monday. im going to shah alam tomorrow to register for my degree-hood. yes.on monday im officially a degree student. goodbye semester 4 diploma.i never had a chance to taste the semester 4-ness.im gonna miss the other kids in class. im gonna miss not sitting next to sam and cracking up stupid jokes with her and complaing about life when its being an ass.i mean yeah we will still be cracking jokes and talking about things but not all the time now.ugh.and im gonna miss the other kids too! the guys doing silly stuff and cracking up about random things.yeah i mean the degree offer is great but its kinda scary that soon i'll be done with college and i'll be working.and im gonna be making my own living and then i wont be staying with my parents anymore.then im gonna go off and get married and have kids and worry over them and the bills and their college and their future and then i'll have grandkids and then im going to grow old and die.seems to be going on too fast.haha yeah i know im thinking waaaay to far ahead but hey.the next thing you know i'll be like a working lady and be like pffft.college.that was so long ago how i wish i was back there.i miss those days. yeah i am going to miss it and i am going to be missing the people who made it fun for me.
anywaaays.im gonna go on to a different topic now..when i went to JB last week i obviously didnt want to die out of boredom and since i dont like watching the tv i thought it would be best if i brought a book along with me. yeah out of all the books i have i was thinking the pro's and con's of it all.it's too heavy, its too boring, the storyline is silly, the book is too thin i'll finish it in an hour, that character pisses me off and the list goes on. so i was digging out all my books when i saw the obviously perfect most awesome book of all time..Harry Potter.yes.that book.i was like dangit why didnt i think of that earlier?ahaha so i thought why not.eventhough i've read the whole Harry Potter books a bazillion times i never get bored reading it over and over again.other books bore me when i re-read them. so when i finished the philosopher's stone in JB and yeah i finished it damn quick okay.i had like 5 more days in JB and i wanted to take the next bus back home to get the chamber of secrets and the prisoner of azkaban.haha but alas i had to wait 5 agonizing days to get back to my harry potter books.hahah im thinking about getting a new order of the pheonix book tho because mine is all worn out and it looks dirty compared to the others.i dont know how that happened.all the books are kept in the same place but i dont know. the 5th books upsets me.sirius dies. he's my favourite character okay.i dont know why.besides ron.haha i love all the characters!
okay im done rambling about things.im gonna go get my stuff ready for tomorrows registeration day.and eventhough im gonna have to get up bright and early for it i know im gonna be sleeping late tonight.hahah so off to pack now and im gonna get back to thisss.
yes im currently reading this one.my all time favourite book out of the harry potter books.hhaha
okay then.
toodles kiddies!
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Treasures

hello hello!
so these are the stuff that i bought when i was in Singapore.yeaaah.haha the ETF cd is somehwere amongst the cd stack and im too lazy to look for it when i was taking pictures of my new treasure!bwahaha!

yeah i finally got myself a new handbag.
a big one.i can now smuggle stuff wherever i go.bwhaahah i kid i kid

there was a toy story 3 attraction thingy going on and then i saw this machine..
you know like you insert money in and a ball will come out and inside there's a toy.
yeaah i got slinky dog!hahah i would've gotten more but they were quite pricey.haha

at HMV after i got my etf cd mel and i saw these button badges and yeah.
we got them.mel bought more tho coz she still had more money.
my last remaining money went to the cd.again.it.was.worth.it.

yeaah.my all time favourite item from my new treasure chest.
i've been looking for this checkered shirt.this colour.
the ones that i found here were quite pricey but it was somehow cheaper in Singapore.
it was on SALE.bwhaha

yeah.my parents really wanted me to throw my old shoes away.
so they bought me two in exchange for getting rid of my old ones.
it will be missed.but hey.it was sort of a good deal.haha
im more in love with the purple one cause i effing love purpleeee.hahaha

so those above are my new lovelies.i fucking love themmm.haha i love my parents for getting me all of these! hahaah okay now im gonna go take a shower.and read the prisoner of azkaban.haha
toodles.will update lateerrr.
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