RIP Yasmin Ahmad.

RIP Yasmin Ahmad
Al-Fatihah.
You will be missed.

I'm a dancing sandwich.

sorry dear blog for not updating you.

hahah.before i start anything i just want to add another weird thing that happened.

tuesday morning my class was canceled. so i was home watching tv.

i was alone. and there wasnt anything good on the tv and i flipped to the AXN channel and then i saw Tyson Ritter on tv. i was like eh wtf.so weird. hahaa so yeah he was acting in House for a while. i mean its like freaking weird you know.and then on the radio i heard 'I wanna' and im like coool! hahahah

anywaaays. college has been the same. still procrastinating.

i try not too.but i just dont feel like picking up mayjah thick books and searching for tiny bits of information.hahaha lazyy!!and one day we went to the bookstore in bukit jelutong and sam saw those paper strips you use to make stars.she thought me how to make them and i went overboard.i couldnt stop doing it.hhaaha my fingers were itching to fold all the strips.haha i eneded up doing most of it anyways.sorry sam!

hhahaha and now sam has this habit of always pulling my beanie down. which resulted in one amusing video and me being faceless for a few minutes.


and research writing got cancelled because of i dont know what reasons but hey at least i have more time to do my assingment! im still not done with it actually.more procrastinating which should stop.hahaha oh and in the picture you could actually see mel's head.


oh and we had our management dinner thingy.it was fine i guess. ate and watched some performances.hhahaa even some lecturers performed!
thats pretty much it i guess.i dont know what to write.no wait. i forgot. someone from my class is suspected with H1N1. and today about 5 people got sick. and here's a random photo from the silat demonstration.

they were pretty cool! especially the part where they used weapons.i love the way they did the knife flippy thingy.i'll look cool if i do that.hahaha

i effing have it.i have my friggen voucher for the tickets.god please let me get to the 15th of august smoothly. i need to see them.


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I need a direction

this is not cool and weird at the same time.

over the past few weeks or months i've been addicted to the all american rejects. their songs are awesome.

when they first came out i wasnt really like a big ass fan.i just enjoyed their music and so on.

but one fateful night i was listening to a bunch of tunes and decided to listen to theirs.

and i was pretty much blown away. i only played their song on my mp3 and i kept skipping other songs to listen to theirs.

and when my headphones died out on me i used practically half of my weekly allowance to get new ones because i want/needed to listen to AAR.

and now thanks to elsa for the information, they're coming down here.

when i read what she wrote on my twitter i felt bile rising in my throat,my hands were shaking, my heart was beating faster and i couldnt breathe.

when i went to bed that night i was rolling around and it hit me.

this was a fucking sign man. i mean i've been obsessed over them and then they're coming down here.it was like..dude.wtf wei.kinda freakish because at college i'll be like "i wish they'd come down here.i'd pay big bucks to see them." and now...BAM.they're coming.

im going to find a way to get the tickets.if not i'll have to call upon my other friends to get the tickets i guess.

i cannot miss this.i'll probably cry if i dont get the tickets.

and here's the best part.xpax customers get free tickets.and i lost my xpax sim card.

wth right.

and i think you need to be 21 to be eligible to get it kot.im not sure.

maybe khalida will get lucky and win some tickets.hahaha like how she did for sunburst.

god help me.

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There's Nothing Else I Can Say

hello hello.

im back for the weekend but im going back sunday night. if the part 1 is having their performance on that night.yes yes.i finally saw them.on wednesday night because the part 5 who were inducting them asked all the TEKA students to go to the room opp pancha delima for an icebreaking session.hahah sam had to drag her ass all the way there tho.poor sam.hahaha i envy this part ones.why?because they dont have to do their trademark after introducing themselves.i had to. its kinda embarassing.hahaha but hey i love my part 6 tormentors!hahaha they're nice la actually.so the part 5 asked us to just stand and introduce ourselves so we did it la. at least no trademark.hahaha the event was just short la. and then i saw of my fav seniors that i havent met yet since the semester started.still cuddly as i remember.hahah

oh and one of my dream came true that night..what's my dream..?...

i got to drive sam's myvi.

yes.her myvi.eh sorry la.i really love that car! its so smooth.after driving it..my need for a myvi grew stronger.one day myvi.one day.wait for me.

so yes classes have started already and im already having loads of assignments already!and its only the 2nd week! 4 assignments! one is due next tuesday and i havent even started on it! die.

and im taking tarian tradisional for koko. yea.shut up. i just want to see what its like la k.

hey..i'll update later.

i need to take a shower right now. im going back to college around 8 for the silat demonstration.

must start collecting coupons!

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it's just the way the medication made me.

so on thursday night..mel planned this outing before our time gets consumed with college stuff such as events and assignments. she wanted to bring us to this place call bangkok connexion and then go karaoke after that.now at first when we were planning how much we would spend and we each were going to fork out RM70.now that is one big amount for it. why? including our drink and the karaoke.i dont karaoke so im like why should i use my money?i dont think i'll go..mel was all cool with it but she was upset because thira bailed earlier.so it was just like sara,ekin, wanie,ejat and mel only. and then when we went to wanie's room ekin said she didnt want to go. then mel got all upset and she was like oh ejat tgh panas bla bla bla.so the only reason i went is because she was blabbing and i wanted to shut her up.haha ekin also agreed to go in the end.

we left puncak around 9pm.when i said drink not by alcohol yea.i dont drink.arrived at bangkok and saw a few of mel's friends. honestly.the night started out slowly. we were fucking sleepy and bored. mel was talking to her friends at that point. so we were asking when we could leave for the karaoke and we left after 12am. went to the karaoke place at times square and we were there till idk what time. at that point i was a fucking zombie already.i slept in the car and when they wanted to eat i slept at the mamak.they stopped at the gas station to lepak and wait for the atm machine to go on i was sleeping. got into puncak and i was still sleeping.the i went to my room, throwed everything on the floor and slept. and during the period when i started sleeping i was going in and out of sleep.i heard them tell the pak guard something to let them bring the car in and then the alarm in the car went off at the gas station because sara unlocked the door from inside.

haha and i was fucking on time in class the next day.i thought it was 9.30am but it turned out to be 10.34am.i was lucky the lecturer was nice and she didnt lock the door.haha and she wanted to do the ice breaking session.after the class introduced ourselves she wanted to do some public speaking thing and was like okay.tell the class something they dont know about you. haha i listed down everything that not that many people know.so when it was my turn i went up front and started telling them about my unknown thingy's.

nana:i love animals..like alot of animals
ekin: KAMBINNGGG!!!
sam: you take pictures of dead animal..
nana:uhh..yeah we'll get to that part later...like ekin said.goat. when i have alot of money im going to build a farm and breed llama's goats and cows.and yes i do take pictures of fresh dead animals as a sort of artsy way.like you all know.the dead monkey.
sam: the monkey! we had to drive her all the way up there because she wanted a picture of it.
nana: yes and here's a fact.did you know sea monkeys mate for like 24 hours or more.i had one and they were like stuck together swimming around for a whole day.

and then

nana:i collect toys from mcdonalds.and i watch bob the builder and thomas and friends.im amazed at talking trains and what bob is made of.

haha those were along the lines of what happend when i was speaking.and the lecturer said i was the weirdest person or something like that.hahahaha.

so thats just about what happend and here are some pictures below.i didnt feel like taking alot of pictures that night.so yeah.these are just it.

these are the pictures with aunty fong and ah cheng at popeyes!

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This Could Be The Real World Now

hello humans.

im back for the weekend.

much has happened.but nothing bad.all is good okay and boring.mwahahahaha i plan on getting something next week. after i collect some ca$h.hahaha i'll try and remember to inform you guys of this particular thing im getting. i finally found it.hahah not some huge rare thing.haha.gila lame.just a cd that i want. been wanting for a week or more now.idk.i lost track of time.

so onto stuff.college. well.i got upset.why.first day already and class started. wtf. i thought at least we got a freaking week off and even if we go to class we'll be released like 10-15 mins later or something.but noo. it was like a full class.god i love last semester.this semester sounds kind of..hard..research writing.i dont know what im going to write about. im choosing between : serial killers, one of time burton's films or i'll go with one of sam's idea for me: the twilight phenomena. i have no idea what to write on!! and for idea and storytelling. im like eh.what is this ah? oh and i am hating mondays now. whyy? because i have classes from 10.30am-12.30pm, 2.00pm-4.00pm and 4.10pm-7.00pm. die la wei. my brain will go beserk on mondays.and i love fridays! my 2nd bel lecturer is nice.hahaha well all the lecturer's i've met are nice.and i got prof hj wan again.hahah the only lecturer from last sem.

and daya dropped out from our class.she didnt want to continue so now we're down to 13 people.yeah an unlucky number but its my lucky number. so we'll see how things go. and dude it is fucking hard to wake up in the morning.i swear i just want to roll around my bed and sleep! and..my apartment house is kinda bleh.thankfully the walls are not filled with leftover double sided tapes but.the door is effed up. yeah we got keys but theres no point! the doorknob is just jammed.so it cant close at all.on to my room.all is well.except i have problems locking my cupboard because both doors are not aligned properly.the right door is lower than the left.and mel's cupboard.well she cant lock it at all.why? because the last occupent purposely left her lock there.no keys. practically everyone in the house went to the maintainence office to report about the door but until now no one came to our house to fix it. ish. i cant even put my books and other stuff outside because anyone from outside can just come in and take it! books nowdays are expensive.

and everyone still looks the same. ahh. and we went out on thursday night but that'll be for another post. pictures need to be resized and uploaded.so i'll get on to that now and create a new post later alright.

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p.s-its mums birthday tomorrow.i got her baskin robin's ice cream :)

When i see you in a silhouette

i am friggen sleepy. like super seriously sleepy.

aunty fong came down yesterday.went out to dinner and we stayed up until 3am.haha i was teaching her about facebook. hahah besides that i was packing my things. yeah last minute as usual la. konon nak wake up around 6.30am and go to college before 8am. they didnt tell us what time the registeration was so we assumed it'll start around 8.30am like last sem. arrived there and went to the office and the door was LOCKED. ish. went off to see ekin for a while.sat in her room and talked and at 11am they announced that we could go down and register.i woke up at an ungodly hour for nothing! gah!! after registering we half of our stuff into our room and went back home for our outing with aunty fong and ah cheng.haha

aunty fong had this huge feeling to visit her old high school.drove all the way to idk where and went to her school.hahaa damn cute.she was taking pictures of her school and the pak guard wasnt there and the gate was closed.gila bummer.tak dapat masuk.kinda potong stim la. during the car ride aunty fong and i wanted to pee. okay i am damn particular about where i pee.i was that desprate until i told mel to stop at the first petrol station she sees.haha ended up at one fast food restaurant and we went down to pee..haha gila lega weii..

after seeing where my parents used to live and being told some HIGHlarious stories about my dad and aunt we went to pyramid.haha i got my friggen beanie!!walked around and they bought some stuff.ate at this new place called popeyes..not bad la the food.sedap sedap :)
they chilled at our place for an hour or so and left for genting.jealous wei.

so tomorrow i dont think i have classes but we'll go and see if any of the lecturers are in. who knows. first day i might have classes.*please no class please no class*
and i have to clean my college room up..its all dusty in the cupboard.malas wei. i'll post some pictures up when i can go online.prob somewhere this week. have a nice week people :)

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No matter how far wherever you are.

FLASH OF DOOM!!

yes.my flash will fucking blind you.

yeah the flash to my phone is quite bright.scratch that.its super bright that after you take a picture there will be that funny dot that just stay there in you eye.it'll take a couple of minutes for it to go away.hahah ask sara and elsa.hahah the picture above i took yeah i wasnt pretending to sleep. the flash was just too freaking bright my eye was like 'dude.ouch'

haha anyways...today was fun. woke up around 8am to get ready and go to college.but i didnt want to get up.8 freaking am. do you know how early that is? i am going to be in deep shit when i go back to college.hahaha how to wake up for the 8.3oam classes.gone case.ahahaha pfft. okay left the house only around 10.30am because sam was waiting for her car and mel was getting ready.

met sam there and we went to the office to ask whatever questions that needed to be asked and then we saw Pn Kenchana..talked to her for a while.after she left we sat down at the stairs and talked about some stuff.

then sam wanted to go eat and she said she need to find a dress and off to pyramid we went.i went in sam's car cause lil pint size heard wrong and thought mel said summit. afraid she got lost so she asked me lo. arrived at pyramid and we went to some dress shop and helped sam. dresses were quite pricey and we thought that if we walked around we'd find some other nicer dress so yeah. before we went hunting for whatever we needed we went to eat....sushi. yes.someone was craving sushi.coughsamcough.hahaha

oh and after we ate there was this ice skating competition thingy going on.sam got excited and she wanted to watch it for a while.hahaha i think it was the pairs division and the 2 performance that i watched was entertaining.haha a batman and joker.there was like a mini gotham city!haha gila cute wei.

oh and sam and i were looking for beanies.yeah my stripey one is stretched so im looking for a new one now.and i can say.we finally found a freaking like hat shop there. i've been going to pyramid to ages and i actually forgot about the place.ish.sam got a beanie
but i didnt get one.im broke leh.hahaha lookie!pint size and her new beanie!

so we left pyramid around 3pm. got back and just stoned infront of the tv.haha and im finally enjoying watching the biggest loser.there was a certain thing that was not making me enjoy the show for a few days now.so all's good :)

and i really should start packing.college reg is this sunday.and i've only packed my shirts.pants undies and so on are still unpacked.argh.babi.im so lazy.

below are the other overdue pictures from the night of sara's fashion show. yeap.elsa and me camwhoring in sara's room and also the restraunt where we had dinner.haha

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p.s- dad's coming home tomorrow and aunty fong is coming :) :)

Question

im really curious la..why does headache's exists?no srsly. this is one of the time where my mind starts to wonder..a few months ago i got my answer as to why shit is only like brownish colour. yeah i question as to why we cant shit our favourite colour. philbert knows all about this question of mine.hahaha.

sorry.flew off topic for a while.

earlier this evening while watching the biggest loser (so inspirational must start losing weight now.) i suddenly had this massive headache. i couldnt even bend down because it felt like my brain was just swelling and my skull does not have enough room for it. i just wanted to lie down and not move at all. but then as usual la. mum and sis calling to do stuff la. took some pill but that took like an hour to kick in. and during that hour i felt like vomitting. and my stomach started hurting. oh and my head was still pounding. i only felt better like an hour ago.and i was quite famished. i hate you headache.

oh and tomorrow morning at an ungodly hour of 9.30am i'll be meeting sam at college. why? because we are both utterly confused with what we're suppose to do for registeration and all that other stuff. and as to why i call 9.30am an ungodly hour is because during my sem break i've been waking up after 12pm or either 2pm. yeah i have no idea how im going to wake up for class when sem starts.die lo.

ahhh and i've been into this song for quite a while now. and im going to the addicted stage now. long live taylor swift!



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No Turning Back

humans.kindly miss me when im gone. whyyy. because im going back to college this sunday. my happy face is not on. dont get me wrong.i love where im studying. i love the course im taking. butttt. i dont want to stay in college. yeah.

i really envy sam. she dosent stay there. i jeles sama you la wei.

when im home i dont mind being alone in my room but when im there.i cant stay alone in my room. im scared. yeah all those weird scary stories my seniors told me.um yeah. and i even saw what happened once and yeah i got all the more terrified. and when i off the lights to my room to sleep i'd shut my eyes and listen to my mp3 in a super loud volume. sorry la but its scary! even my old roomate commented on the fact that im always wearing my headphones on. the only time i dont wear it when im in my room is when im taking a shower or having a conversation with my roomates. so now because of that my hearing got worse. yeah if you speak softly i cant really hear because it sounds muffled.

*sigh* i really hope all goes well this sem.sam and i have new resolutions. i think im going to try and maintain to be in the dean's list. sam said it'll help if i want to apply for a scholarship and i do want to go a study elsewhere...like in a diff country.*cough*london*cough*.yes and also we shall not procrastinate! oh and i think i'll try to be in class like 5-10 mins earlier.not late or on time.hahaha bad bad.

anyways...aunty fong will be coming down on saturdayy! i cant wait. she's like one of my few favourite aunt. at least i have something to look forward to before i go back to college.and plus the fact that my mum has been in a bloody good mood for the past few days.hahah

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